Little Help
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Little Help

So, okay, I’m working on a new list. I think it will be called "Reminders of Why he’s a Jerk." Any suggestions because I have some REALLY good ones but they’re not cutting it right now... (the bizarre lie and the character under question).

I just feel so stupid and weak and it’s a lot like the whole Bryan thing all over again. I’m just glad that I was able to stop things before I got worse.

I just feel like I have so many doubts... I don’t know what to believe anymore. I just typed 10 more pages. I’m trying to get it all out of me so that it’s out of my head and out of my system. I guess I just don’t get it. I mean, why all the lies? I'm not your wife. Whatever!

I have so many questions but I think I’m gonna avoid it. I mean, what're the chances i'll get the truth, anyway. GRRRR. Why does it have to be so complicayed!?! And I’m just not replying to her right now. I guess if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all.  

I don't quite know what to do with Dan. There's still the matter of fitting that last piece in for him. Should I do it or just pretend we're done with the conversation?

I wrote up the letter. I think it's basically finished but I’m listening and not sending it. Thanks girls. You’re right. Now just help me stay strong!

 

"Elle croit que tout change, et seule elle a changé."-Saurin

A year and a half later....
So, this site was originally set up for the wedding and a part of me is somewhat nostalgic about that, so I haven't had the heart to tear-down completely, but instead have added on.

We've since graduated, become Aunt & Uncle to 2 kitties and 1 human, tried to buy a house, been homeless, lived with sheep, got a kitten, looked at LOTS of houses, finally bought a house, moved in, built a barn and pastures, gotten horses...

Which brings me to the next phase of this site. I'm hoping that we'll be regularly updating with pictures and other useless stuff. That's the goal. Here's a start-Link to horse pictures: http://www.kodakgallery.com/BrowsePhotos.jsp?&collid=169892154205&page=1&sort_order=0

Well, it's all over and very few people died in the process... We're still trying to sort through the cards, pictures, and other various insanity.

The B&Bs were hilarious. Nice jaccuzis, comfy beds, and really cold bathroom floors. Monday morning, we had a bit of an accident resulting in a broken finger... I guess Dan doesn't throw like such a girl anymore.

The theme of the wedding was basically if it can go wrong it will... and it did. But, everyone had a good time and, most importantly, it's finally over!!!

Well, 3 days to go... There was a horrible ordeal with the dress lady... But, my mom has the dress now. It doesn't fit quite as well as I'd like, but maybe I can just eat a little more Godiva and it'll be fine.

The meeting with the piper went well. We already have the pumpkins and the rings. We're going for the marriage lisence today and getting the centerpiece flowers and Dan's tux on the way home on Friday. Hopefully Parents' gifts will be done befor eth wedding...

The chicken will be drunk and Mike will be bartending? It'll be interesting.

Only 19 days to go... How crazy is that? Things just keep getting busier and busier! This weekend we'll each be doing our last fittings and taking care of hair and things. So, hopefully, by Tuesday we'll be all set, but who knows?

This past weekend we did have great visits with Charlie and Kate... and a pound and a half of Godiva...that we can actually eat!!! (not for favors). And also with Campbell and suitcases (that will soon be full of rocks).

Here's hoping these last few weeks will go smoothly...

Just over a month 'til the wedding... yikes! There's still so much to do. Dan's been working on his dancing and the gazebo is still sort of a mess. My mother found a dress (and shoes, earings, necklace...) after hours of marathon shopping.

As of today, we have a tux, a photographer, definate plans for hair and music, and best of all, we have purchased the 4 pounds of Godiva! Things are finally falling into place... Just lots more to do!

The dress did eventually show up and the first fitting has been done. The shower's over and most invites have gone out. Flowers are set. Trial-run with the hair and second fitting are scheduled for October 6. With school starting up again things are really hectic right now!

Well, this begins a whole new month of wedding fun... The dress was to be in by August 3rd at the latest... as of the sixth, still no dress. The shop was confirming a delivery date with the company and we havent heard back from them... Not a good sign. Though, with no wedding gown, there's certainly no pressure on our mothers to dress shop... UGH!