I'M PRESENTLY WATCHING THE STARZ/ENCORE AIRING OF "WOODSTOCK", AND I FELT I HAD TO SHARE SOME OF MY THOUGHTS. I DIDN'T ATTEND THE FESTIVAL AND I FEEL THIS WAS THE GREATEST "MISSED OPPORTUNITY" OF MY LIFE. I LOOK NOW AT THE FILM AND FIND MYSELF CRYING FOR WHAT HAS BEEN LOST. THOSE TEARS BURN DEEP. I EVENTUALLY ATTENDED LESSER FESTIVALS, DROPPED OUT AND LIVED THE LIFE. I ATTENDED EVERY DEMONSTRATION I COULD GET TO. I WATCHED "EASY RIDER" SO MANY TIMES, I COULD RECITE NEARLY EVERY LINE. I REMEMBER SADLY THAT PROPHETIC STATEMENT BY "CAPTAIN AMERICA" TO "BILLY", BEFORE THE FILM'S FINAL TRAGEDY. I HITCHHIKED ACROSS THE COUNTRY. LIVED IN COMMUNES. PITCHED MY TENT ANYWHERE WITH DRY GROUND. I LIVED IN PARKS, PLAYING MY GUITAR, OR SKETCHING PORTRAITS OF FLITTERING TOURISTS FOR SPARE CHANGE AND A TIP OF THE HAT. I STOOD ON SOAP BOXES, SPOUTING THE HORRORS OF WAR, POVERTY, AND PREJUDICE. I HAD MY KNEES RAPPED BY POLICE AGENTS PROUDLY DISPLAYING THE STING OF THEIR "WASP-Y" NATURES. I ENDURED THE SPITTING. THE "BROW-BEATING". THE TEAR GAS. I SUFFERED THE SCHOOL YARD ANTICS OF FULLY-MATURED ADULTS SCREAMING THEIR PATHETIC PET NAMES AT ME. "HIPPIE-COMMIE-PINKO-FAGGOT!" I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT A "PINKO" IS. WE WERE INNOCENT AND FULL OF DREAMS. WE WERE COMMITTED TO BROTHERLY LOVE, PEACE AND THE JOY OF LIFE. WE WERE CREATIVE, INTELLIGENT AND CARING. WE WERE THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. THE FLOWER CHILDREN. THE AGE OF AQUARIUS. WE CHANGED THE WORLD, OR SO WE THOUGHT. WHAT HAPPENED TO US. WHERE DID WE LOSE IT? WAS IT SO HARD TO LOVE OUR FELLOWS? WAS IT SO HARD TO SHARE? WAS IT SO HARD TO TAKE A STAND? DID WE CHANGE THE WORLD? WE HAD THE POWER. WE SHOWED THAT POWER IN BIRMINGHAM. WE SHOWED THAT POWER IN CHICAGO. WE SHOWED THAT POWER AT WOODSTOCK. WE BROUGHT THE CITY OF WASHINGTON, DC TO A STANDSTILL! WE SHOWED THAT POWER AGAIN, WHEN THE MILITARY-INDUSTRIAL COMPLEX FINALLY GAVE IN AND PULLED OUT OF VIETNAM. WE SHOWED THAT POWER IN HUNDREDS OF UNIVERSITIES ACROSS THIS REPRESSIVE STATE. WE SHOWED THAT POWER IN FACTORIES, HIGH SCHOOLS, CHURCHES, MUSEUMS, GROCERY STORES, COUNTRY CLUBS, PRISONS, HOSPITALS, BARRACKS, RESTAURANTS, & COURT ROOMS. WE PROMISED THE WORLD. WE PROMISED OURSELVES. WE PROMISED OUR CHILDREN. WE LIED. WE LIED TO OURSELVES. AND WORSE, WE LIED TO OUR CHILDREN. WE BECAME JUST WHAT WE DREADED MOST. WE BECAME THE "SQUARES", THE "PIGS", THE "HONKIES", THE "FASCISTS", THE "ESTABLISHMENT", THE NEW REPRESSORS. "HERE COMES THE NEW BOSS...SAME AS THE OLD BOSS." WE BECAME THE NEW HYPOCRITES. WE BECAME OUR PARENTS. ONLY WORSE. WE KNEW THE DIFFERENCE. THEY DIDN'T. THEY NEVER HAD THE CHANCES WE HAD. THEY NEVER HAD THAT MISSED OPPORTUNITY. "WE BLEW IT."