I just deleted an entry I started on August 27th. I started the entry and kept going back to it every couple of days, trying to finish it. So much time had passed, and I didn't know how much more would pass before the next entry; it was hard to figure out what to say.

I didn't want to say that the journal was over, but I guess that's the truth of it. I've been waiting to have some time alone to sit quietly, and compose the final entry but now that I have it, I'm at a loss again.

The sky is a fierce blue and the trees are just starting to turn. I'm remembering this time last year, and growing apprehensive about the long winter ahead. If all goes well, I'll be pregnant before it's over and I'll have a toddler on my hands.

What can I say about Jeremy? He's delicious. Almost a year spent in this world and he's accomplished unbelievable feats of mind and body. Yet, practically everything still awaits him. He's neither taken a step nor spoken a word, but last night he saw the moon for the first time and it was as if we'd all made some earth shattering discovery. I'm hopelessly in love with him.

Someday, I hope to pick up where I left off, or start over. I enjoyed writing the journal more than I ever expected and I'm so glad that a handful of people got some pleasure out of reading it.

I'll leave the site as it is, and the notify list in tact, so if and when I do manage to start something up again, it'll be easy to find.

Thanks for reading, and take care.

-Sue