i hate you so much
i don't know where to start
you played with my mind
and trampled my heart
i thought i could trust you
but i didn't see
what a fool i was
and how cruel you could be
sometimes i look back
i think i'm to blame
but then i see you
and you're still the same
you don't seem to care
that i'm in such pain
you used my emotions
to finance your gain
i now know that i shouldn't
have fed you my trust
our perfect relationship
showed no love, only lust
so why did i give you
the key to my heart?
i suppose it was a test
and you failed on your part
it's been a while now
time's passing by
i look back at us
and i wonder why
i didn't see
how much this would hurt
and how fast you'd return
to being a flirt
i don't see why i tried
going after you at all
i'm sure you'll have
many admirers next fall
you'll forget all about me
i really don't mind
i'm invincible sarah
honest, true and kind
yet i never seem
to win in the end
and all i've ever really wanted
was a caring boyfriend

-- sarah