so many questions inside my head,
the answers I can't find,
I'm finding it quite bothersome,
living in my mind.
I don't know what to say,
and I don't know what to do,
as I try to make my fucking brain,
come to grips with you.
Before you ask what you always do,
let me make it clear for you,
I'm not mad at you.
But just cuz I'm not mad,
that doesn't make me happy,
if you want to hear the truth,
I'm feeling pretty crappy.
"It wasn't bad but it wasn't right"
"I want that too" followed by "not interested"
forgive me for not Rhyming,
but this shit is kind of twisted.
Is it any wonder I'm confused,
with the mixed signals you've been sending?
if you don't straighten this all out for me,
my confusion will be neverending.
Is it because I wouldn't budge,
does that even matter?
Would it have made any difference?
please no more useless chatter.
Now's the time for answers,
and I'm afraid I need a lot,
I need to know just where I stand,
Are you interested in me or not?
please don't lead me on,
just tell me the truth,
Is it you or is it me,
that's being a damned fool?
© Jon E. Reina 26 April 2003