Writing is how I survive. You are about to witness a few examples of my only form of successful communication. Have you ever felt like no one quite understands you when you speak? Like the words you choose are in no way indicitive of how you are actually feeling? Isn't that frustrating as all hell? Well...that's basically how I feel every damned time I open my mouth. And I suppose that it could just be chalked up to low self-esteem, but I really don't think that's it at all. I feel pretty good about myself for the most part, I just can't make my mouth say the things I want....but give me a pen and paper, or put a keyboard in front of me and abracadabra there ya go. Instant voice. So enjoy,....and give me feedback if you wish....just don't be too harsh alright?
"i'm disconnected i am unattached an unmade bed makes me feel like a failure. . .bedroom eyes lead to blurry vision. . ."