welcome to life
the poison of death
for it all ends here
correct?

I thought this was it
we come here
and die
so why bother?

why am I standing here
why am I writing this
when I could be out
repeating my life...

sinful hateful
yet imperishable
you can't kill me
because my anger is too strong

there is not a soul
who will dare challenge it
not because it is too strong
rather because
it is too frail

as the tears run down my back
(since that is where I am stabbing myself)
everything becomes empty
nothing is hurting because
nobody is real

I can see what I've been searching for
but I'm hiding from it
because it's too volatile to go near

I'll wait here
behind this screen that renders me invisible
where I can hide from everyone

then what's the point?
nobody can hear me screaming anyway
I built this wall too strong
that's why I'm so weak...

this wall can't collapse on me
or I'll fall
I'll fall forever
into nobody's arms