I don't even remember why I wrote this poem, but it is dated back to late March of 1999. Wasn't that when I started heartily disliking the person I was going out with?
i apologize to the black rose
for its splendor and perfection
come far from comparison...
thou tender, pollinated rose;
how thine life could be so short-lived
to be outdone by someone who
does not even try
i pity you rose... all of your beauty
created and maintained for no purpose
i despise thee black rose;
you desperate thief of attention,
your worthless esteem of false pride
is your own doing.
i laugh at thee dead black rose
your crippled leaves hath fallen,
laying around you in a heap of self-pity.
watch them decompose into the soil beneath
now thou art nothing more than that
which thou hast started with.