People say that Iím drinking too much lately. Maybe blackouts arenít normal to everyone else, but I donít mind it. When Iím drunk I feel so free. I can laugh. They say alcohol is a depressant. It doesnít make me depressed. It takes away my depression. I admit that Iím more impulsive when Iím drunk, but thatís okay. I can get myself out of any trouble I get involved with. Iím still in control. Maybe not when Iím passed out in the backseat of a friendís car, but they watch out for me. I just prefer to be in an altered state of mind. Reality is so overrated.
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