When I'm awake I'm in a daze. Things move slowly - as it seems I'm watching everything through a camera lens. Objects appear then fade away. Everyone fades away. I'm told it's the lack of nutrition - yet again. I drink 2 mugs of tea to wake up every day. Then I take 2 Valium to help me sleep at night. I think people talk about me - plot to send me away. I can see it in their eyes sometimes. I don't want to go there again....
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