I used to see a belief in him.
I once had faith in us.
How did all that vanish from my eyes?
Why so sad and small am I?

The smiles seemed to have meant something.
The "Just for me" isn't for me anymore.
Who is it that's stealing my spotlight?
How did the game of deciet started?

I remember the promises that were made.
I remember the times we have shared so well.
How did I get exiled into the halls of emptiness?
Why are my eyes swelling from this sightly horror?

I thought there was someone there, at the other end to embrace me.
I thought for once I was worth something to someone else.
Was it me that was the fool to think I was worth anything?
Is that why I deserve this punishment and the greif of loss?

Please understand that now my piece of the heart is broken.
Understand my lack of well being at this point for I am ill.
I have been nothing but nice and this is the thanks I recieve?
How much more can my ill heart take of this game?

There is my reason for the disbeliefs I have now grown to see.
Those are my reasons why my irrationalities should not be questioned.
If the shoe was to fit on the other foot would you understand or care?
Now I have said my words, I have spoken, never again dare to ask me: "why"?