For those that know me...this is my new blog (the old one can be seen HERE)
Though 2003 was supposed to be my year...it was filled with constant drama...and as it draws to an end I've come to realize that it has been one extremely long lesson: there are/were a lot of things and people I need to remove from my life in order to be the person God meant for me to be. Hence the title Neo-Matrix...the wool has finally been lifted from my eyes and I am seeing things in 20/20. Life is beyond a computer program...it's a game (represented by dudes to the left..lol)...and until recently, the Devil was whoopin my ass. Well all that is over now. I have a new perspective on life and with that, many revelations, the first of which is that I am never alone...and so with that in mind...I'd like to share a poem about a situation that arose recently in my life...
She's Mine
She was ours but now she's mine
Sent by powers divine
My little ray of sunshine
She saved me from the storm
Taught me that it wasn't a body I needed to keep me warm
But love
Not the kind found it magazines
In romance novels or on tv
But in the B-I-B-L-E
That's sent from up above
She made me see that all the mess I put up with
The death threats, the busted lip
The countless times that you would trip
Over things that were never there
Were tools used by the man in red
Ruler of the place where the unsaved head
Once life is done and they are dead
In his grasp we were, I am aware
Yet when you held knives to babygirl
The light shone in, I saw the word
And the devil's hold became unfurled
God's grace rained down on me
What once was ours is mine alone
You gave up your rights last week in my home
Put her at risk, I can't condone
You being her D-A-D
Looking back...the signs are clear...we weren't meant to be...you were a means to facilitate an end...baby girl wouldnt be here without you...but we don't need you in our lives anymore...Redanger_187..."RED-DANGER," RED-ANGER...either one describe you to a tee...but I'll be damn if you gon 187 me or baby girl...peace