<BGSOUND SRC="towhereyouare.mp3" LOOP=INFINITE> ~*~IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY ANGEL NEPHEW BRANDON RAY~*~
ENJOY YOUR ANGEL WINGS BRANDON, YOU EARNED THEM!

Brandon & Austin

Brandon and Auntie Nicole

Brandon Ray Fagan was born to Monica on June 27, 2000.
He made his entrance at Valley Hispital in Las Vegas Nevada at 11:30am.
The doctor that delivered him was De. Delee.
He was a tiny 4 pounds, 12 ounces and 17 inches long.
Auntie Colie was there to see him be born!
He was a beautiful little perfect boy!

Brandon endured 27 surgeries throughout his 15 months he spent here on earth.
Most of his life was spent in the hospital.
His mommy was there with him every moment and spent each day with him.
Brandon was never alone.
He was born to heaven on October 7, 2001 at 11:30pm.
He passed away peacefully at home in his own crib.
Brandon will live on forever through his big brother Austin Alan,
His Mommy Monica, his step mommy Cynd and me, his auntie Colie.
We love and miss you so much Brandon!

Brandon had this light around him. I can't explain it but
it was just there. His whole life he was so sick but
always happy. I remember the day he was born, I was
there in the delivery room and I watched my
sister give birth to him. He has a big brother
named Austin, he is now 8 years old. I think
Austin loved Brandon more than anyone else in this
world. Austin was a great big brother.
I remember watching Austin with Brandon and I was in awe.
He wasnt like most older siblings. Maybe Austin knew what
an angel Brandon was and he just wanted to soak him up while he was here. I dont
know how all the rest of my family feels but
when I found out Brandon had passed, it hit me
like a ton of bricks. Yes, he was sick but it
was unexpected. He had made it through so much
that I guess I thought he could make it
through anything. I think maybe he was just tired
and ready to go. I sure wasnt ready for him
to go. I look back and it all still seems
unreal. I love you Brandon and I will always
remember you and your beautiful big blue eyes.
The world will never again be the same without Brandon!

Brandon's Parents are Monica Rivero & Steven Fagan
His Brother is Austin Alan Hamilton
His aunts are Erica, Nicole & Zoey
His uncles are Nathan, Jordan & Justin
His cousins are Andrew, Nicole, Tyler, Nathen RIP, Ethan RIP & Carter

Brandon, I miss you today
Just like every other day
It still brings tears to me eyes
Here on earth just 15 months
But your memory is everlasting
All the times I held you
They seem so few now
Your chubby red cheeks
Those big blue eyes
I miss them so much!
Two times in particular
I remember the most
Holding you
Rocking slowly until you fell asleep
Do you remember that?
You liked the roastbeef in my sandwich
You ate it all
Do you remember that?
Those tiny memories
They mean so much to me
I will never let them go
They are part of you!

I miss you so much Brandon! I love you!
~Auntie Colie

This song is dedicated to Brandon.
The words fit perfectly!

Josh Groban
To Where You Are

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Visit my links

Brandon's website by his Mommy
In Memory of Brandon's cousin Nathen
In memory of Brandon's cousin Ethan
Brandon's cousin, Tyler Madison
Brandon's cousin, Carter Aiden

Email: nicolehess234@cox.net