"My derring-do allows me to dance the rigadoon around you/ But by the time I'm close to you, I lose/ My desideratum"

By the way, desideratum is something lacked and wanted.

I've always been called weird and I suppose nothing will change that. There is no use in becoming normal to please people without gain. I'm a tech. I might as well accept that and stop denying it. My actions betray me. I wear glasses and conservative clothing. It doesn't help that I have flat feet.

Yeah so I go to North Sydney Girls' High Year 10 and I have no aspirations to life. Fifty dollars to the person who enlightens me. Don't worry, I don't cheat people so be confident that if you try and succeed, you'll get your money. I'm also not a very humorous person. Blah, blah, blah - they're probably the most important words I've said in my life.

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I have some friends. I don't want to mention them because I don't know whether they are my friends or not. It's hard to differentiate sometimes. I know those who are think that think I'm weird as well. Don't worry, I think the same of them. Well, tidings to... Grace, Tash, Sally Ann, Monkey, Grete, Fannie, Viv Claudia... shit why not to the world? (Pissed off you weren't mentioned? E-mail me and if you're nice I might consider including you on this most hallowed area... =P

Same. Sane. It's only one letter separating them. It's a pretty fine line.

Gague your opinions. Really?Express youself.

My hobbies... well, strangely enough, I like to sing. I'm not a good singer and I'm not extroverted enough to sing solo but when I'm alone at home, I usually turn on the sound system and sing along to something within my note range. If you're lucky, you might also hear me belt out something on long bus trips and I am very loud. I don't sing in front of family - don't want them to get the false impression that I have a single musical bone in my body.=P

 

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And considering I like to sing, I like music. In particular the Smashing Pumpkins, Propllerheads, Massive Attack, Portishead, Alex Lloyd, Everything but the Girl, Beck, Fiona Apple, The Whitlams, Erykah Badu, Deftones, Radiohead, Limp Bizkit, Tool, A Pefect Circle and all the classic jazz artists. Top stuff =)I also admittedly have a soft spot for (gasp) Britney Spears and Chritina Aguilera! (They have good producers!) This teenager pop idolising does not extend as far as to the Backstreet Boys or Nsync - GET OVER IT PEOPLE! THEY'RE UGLY!

No, unlike the name suggests - Billie Holliday is NOT a guy. I would like to clarify that with Sally Ann.

I don't have any other hobbies. There's eating and sleeping but they're just a mode of escapism. I don't really get that much pleasure from doing either activity and that should be the way - I'm glad. Shit - what am I saying?!? Food is life! =P I also lik eto draw, which may shock some people I know. I've even done a "self-portrait"! (And no, it's not just an abstract picture of a rock or something - this thing actually looks like me!) I have this urge to do a portrait of someone... tell me if you want to be involved in a sitting!

 

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