BLOOD LUST

My night is thy day, sunless vertigo
thick with groaning apathy
infinite irony
ancient anathema
pounding in a heartless pulse
bred without birth or tears for severed feeder
 
yet my rue is that of the feeder
drawn into depths of crimson vertigo
I feel the hunger as a relentless pulse
beating-beating-beating in cold apathy
screaming its anathema
amongst gnashing irony
 
so superbly sweet this bitter irony
it feeds the lust but not the feeder
an inbred anathema
a taunting heartbeat vertigo
a gnawing apathy
that can't be found by fingers touch upon an empty pulse
 
but thy pale and fluttering pulse
regrets such dark regard and irony
perhaps thy touch defies my apathy
and stills the drum that calls the feeder
and calms the maelstrom's crimson vertigo
lessening the innate hunger of my anathema
 
else this godless anathema
bleed too many to still pulse
and their blood swirl its vertigo
abating thy perfume with lusts irony
and I again suckle as the feeder
on the breast of apathy
 
such is the dark and delicate soul of forlorn apathy
feeding - bleeding - feeder
resurrecting - infecting - anathema
until the beating - beating - beating pulse
is no longer irony
but a blacken hole inside souls vertigo
 
vertigo - swirling - pulling life into my dark and dreary anathema
ignoring earthly apathy masked by heart and sweeten pulse
as my night is thy irony, thy love is but blood lust for the feeder