------(sic)------
enemy, show me whatcha wanna be,
i can handle anything,
even if i cant handle you,
redely,either way it better be,
dont you f*ckin pitty me,
get up, get off,
what the hell am i saying i dont know about malevolent,
sure as hell decadent,i want somebody to step up, step off,
walls let me fall, f*ck you all,
get a grip,dont let me slip till i drop the ball,
f*ck this sh*t i'm sick of it
yer goin down ,this is a war
who the f*ck am i to criticize youre twisted state of mind
yer leaving me suspect,i'm leaving you grotesque
feels like a burn from wich you never learn
cause and effect you jealous ass
press youre face against the glass, suffer
ive just begun
its about that time
gotta get mine x4
you cant kill me cause im already inside you x2
SIC x4
-----EYELESS-----
insane,am i the only muthaf*ucka with the brain?
i'm hearing voices but all they do is complain,
how many times have you wanted to kill
everything and everyone say you'll do but never will
you cant see california without marlon brandos eyes
i am my fathers son,
cause he's a phantom of mystery and that leaves me nothing
how many times have you wanted to die?
its too late for me, all you have to do is get rid of me
its all in yer head
its all in my head
its all in yer head
i tried- you lied to me for so long
everywhere i go, theres a sence of it
freak on my antics and give me a choice
doesnt matter if i give a shit- its shit that you gave me
do you wanna feel pain?, taking my name in vain
caring never felt so lame inside
anybody else got pride?do you wanna take my life
maybee i'll reverse my ride
who the f*ck are you? f*ck you
better suck it up cause you bled through
better get away from me
stay the f*ck away from me!
i feel saved. seems yer saved
look me in the bran new eye!
-----WAIT AND BLEED-----
I felt the hate rise up in me...
kneel down and clear the stones and leaves..
i wander out where you cant see..
inside my shell i wait and and bleed..
goodbye...
i wipe it off on the tile,the light is brighter this time
everything is 3d bla sphemy
my eyes are red and gold, my hair is standing straight up,
this is not the way i pictured me
i cant control my shakes, how the hell did i get here?
something about this so very wrong,
i have to laugh at loud, i wish i didnt like this,
is it a dream or a memory?
get outta my head cause i dont need this,
why didnt i see this,
i'm a victim-Manchurian candidate
I- have- sinned- by-just
making my mind up and taking yer breath away
you havent learned a thing
i havent changed a thing
my flesh was in my bones
the pain was alwayz free
and it waits for you!
-----SURFACING-----
Running out of ways to run
i cant see, i cant be
over, and over and under my skin,
all this attention is doing me in
f*ck it all,
f*ck this world,
f*ck everything that you stand for
dont belong,
dont exist
dont give a sh*t,
dont ever judge me!
pickin through the parts exposed
taking shape, taking shag
over,and over, and under my skin
all this attention is doing me in
you got all my love, livin in yer own hate
drippin hole man, hard step, no fate
show you nothing, but i aint holdin back,
every damn world i say is a sneak attack,
when i get my hands on you
aint a f*cking thing you can do
get this cause yer never gonna get me
i am the very desease you pretend to be
i am the push that makes you move
-----SPIT IT OUT-----
since you never gave in the first place
maybee its time you had the tables turned
cause in the interest of all involved i got the problem solved
and the verdict is guilty..
..man nearly killed me steppin where you fear to tread stop-drop n roll you were dead from the get go,
big mouth f*cker,stupid co*k sucker
are you scared of me now?then yer dumber than i thought
alwayz is and never was
foundations made of piss n vinegar
step to me i'll smear ya-think i fear ya? bullshit
just a nother dumb punk chompin at this tit
is there anyway to break through the noise?
is it something that i said that got ya bent?
its gotta be that way if ya want it
sanity,literal profanity hit me!
spit-it-out!
all you wanna do is drag me down
all i wanna do is stamp you out
maybee its the way you gotta spread alotta rumor fodder
keepin all yer little spies, and leavin when you realize
step up fairy
i guess its time to bury youre ass with the crome,straight to the dome
you heard me right bitch i didnt studder
and if you know whats good then shut up and fade brother
back stab-dont you know who yer dissin
we know the ass that yer kissin!
bigity-bigitty bitch boy,halfway houser
dont hear shit cause it keeps gettin louder
come up and you get a face full of tactic
lippin off hard goin home in a basket
you got no pull, no power no nothin
now you start shit? well aint that somethin
payoffs dont protect,andyou can hide if you want
but i'll find you comin up behind you!
bout time i set this record straight
cause all the needle nose punchin is makin me irate
sick 'o' my bitchin fallin on deaf ears
where ya gonna be in the next five years?
the crew and all the fools, and all the polotix
get yer lips ready gonna gag, gonna make you sick
you got d*ck when they passed out that good stuff
bam-are you sick of me?
good enough had enough?
f*ck me i'm all outta enemies!
-----TATTERED AND TORN-----
kill me...!!!!
tattored and torn
something aches
tattered and torn and i cant find a window tattered and torn this is medievil tattered and torn cerebral tattered and torn melodromatic tattered and torn drivin to the verdge of tattered and torn i make you my enemy tattered and torn the nerves you sever tattered and torn can serve you better tattered and torn in the blink of an eye in the space of a second tattered and torn open my wrists tattered and torn give me lessons tearing me apart from the things that make me hurt maze phsycopathic daze..i create this waste back away from tangents,on the verdge of drastic ways...can't escape thisplace...i deny your face sweat gets in my eyes i think i'm slowly dying put me in a homemade cellar put me in a hole for shelter someone hear me please all i see is hate i can hardly breath and i could hardly take it! HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICANTGETOUT! lost..ran at my own cost.hearing laughter,scoffed learning from the rush,detached from such and such bleak..all around me weak..listening in complete iam not a dog but i'm the one yer dogging i am in a buried kennel i have never felt so final someone find me please,loosing all reserve, i am f*cking gone i think i'm f*cking dying! you all stare but you'll never see, theres something inside me there is something in you i despise cut me-show me-enter-i am willing and able and never any danger to myself knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain or was mty tolerance a phase empathy, outta my way i cant die! PURITY! -----LIBERATE----- liberate my madness one of me, all of you liberate my madness i just want to... sectiuon off my self put a wall up-what the hell have i done? keep the dog at bay survive by saving me! values and the game not a f*ck up=not a part of yer life i am one,iam all-i'm above and beyond! back off of the shit stand off or i'll spit so soft you'll forget your garbage is in this garbage out Liberate,my madness... i am not ashamed what is vital, isnt always humane you can break a vain but you cant break away even in my face lotta bullshit, not allotta the truth, i cant see from here but i can smell yer fear! saved-yer such a slave- i dont expect a name-you dont care-i wasnt a witness- i cant be a part of a system such as this-hard eyes-glow right-in my darkness- again-with the sickness, renegade sisters,blisters,salivate,litigate,liberate, madness,sadness,fuck this,how long have i had this? i dont need this-outta my buisness-insert,engage betrayed my god!-fraud! -----PROSTHETICS----- even if you run i will find you i decided i want you now i know i need if you cant be bought,tougher than i thought keep in mind- i am with you never left out fate cant concentrate even if you run! you will be mine! ah, f*cking you will be mine x 3 i found you leanin out of a open window you laughed, our fingers clenched too perfect,far too careless i couldnt help myself- i just took you damnitt man i knew it was a mistake you braught it outta me better make yerself at home your here to stay you wont bother me, if you let me bother you.. all the doors are locked, all the windows shut keep in mind, i watch you never leave my side, never leave me, f*cker even if you run what the f*ck is different? i cant believe i'm doin this -----NO LIFE----- my freedom is best, whole country's on house arrest and every ones a suspect you cant feel the flow cause you died face down on a suicide the mutha f*ckas on self destruct nobody gaurdin yer back, its all in front save this, my rage is bliss! i'm taking names and gettin pissed! where's chuck d when ya need him? you aint sh*t just a puddle on the bed spread the maniac phsyco cool j screamed the shit but i still cant believe it man its funny that you scare me so just enough to f*ck me up again and again hard life is hard as hell better back the f*ck on up cuz this is... no kind of life! this is no kinda life! i've got to get out you cant blame me cant be real no more= your mask and skin and bone savor every flavor you got cuz its not yer own bad ass at bat man forget about the battle,its the war we gotta win breath, ameri-cult,breath, one more seethe freak like you gotta pair wont be my fault when yer painted in the corner of a no good life this is... i cant remember, i dont understand i laugh cause there is nothing to say you cant begin to consider the palable hate in the air when yer here none of us wonder what weather yer under never had peace but i gotta go fight can you look in my eyes when my backs against the wall slash at me eyes, suprise, you'll never get me yer all reality and sound bites and the freedom is never in plain sught the feeling, the question,the price is too humane for f*cking sake! this is... ----DILUTED---- i'm cold, im ugly i'm always confused by everything i can stare into a thousand eyes but every smile holds bold faced lie it itches it seeths, it festers and breaths my heros are dead, they died in my head thin out the heard, squeez out the pain something inside me has opened up again thoughts of me exemplified all the little flows i have denied forget to day, forget whatever happened every day i see a little more of overall deficiencies im nothing short of being one complete catastrope what the hell-did i- do to deserve all of this? i save all the bullets from ignorant minds your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind way past good taste, on our way to bad omens i decrease while my syptoms increase god what the f*ck is wrong, you act like you knew it all along yer timing sucks yer silence is a blesing all i ever wanted outta you was something you could never be now take a real good look at what you've f*cking done to me gimme one reason y i'd need you boy gimme any reason not to f*ck you up gimme any reason why i'd need you bitch gimme any reason not to f*ck you up! i see you in mee... i keep my scars from prying eyes incapable from ever knowing why somebody breath i've got to have a answer why am i so fascinated by bigger pictures, better things but i dont care what you think you'll never understand me! -----ONLY ONE----- pain-made to order i'm not the second coming, im the first wave better get a army, cause the fire left me unscathed you betcha bottom dollar,i'm the top of the sh*t pile so stick around cause i'll get you in just a few step of the achtung,get back or get strung idiotic sense of yourself,are you that dumb? entire legion of me the one and only muthaf*cka top of the world man cuz i cant stand it planned it, gonna crash land it in other words, consider me blanded another version of me, another version of you both barrels,whatcha gonna do? all i hear is human noise you made yer own f*ckin choice i belong to only me silence for my revelry i can only die over time filthy hands, stay away from mine every reason is a right to hate -----SCISSORS----- i play doctor for five mins.flat untill i cut my heart open, and let the air rise three bugs, a pound of dust some wind spilled before me in the strongest matter that had broke awya from my tear spout as i lie there with my tounge spread wide open a black widow had offrerd me a sweetheart tube as i inject the condied heart that i selected its hard to stay between the lines of skin just cause i have nerves dont mean that i can feel i wasnt very much fun to play with anyway just let the blood run red cause i dont feel! biding my time untill the time is right x3 biding my time.... its time... it is time...
------PURITY------
