To a lover you fear may be leaving you
Dearest,
You give point and purpose to my life. You've given me more joy
than I could ever have imagined having in my life. Without you,
nothing is worth doing and the universe might as well cease to
exist for all I care.
Yet I put all that at risk for a few moments of pleasure. I was so
selfish. I should have thought more of your feelings and needs
instead of what I wanted.
I think of you, and for a little while I imagine that everything is right
between us. In that instant, I'm happy. But then, inevitably, I
realise that I've lost you. The world turns grey. Nothing matters.
Except for this one tiny hope that I have: that it's not too late.
That somehow, I can persuade you to give me another chance.
Please. If you want me to beg, I'll beg. If there's something I can
do to win you back, name it. Anything. Only please don't go.
Eternally Yourz,
