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3/7 days spent with you
Was not enough to dismantle these
Years of confusion, this quirk of fate
All in a state of mind
Trying to find a way to keep my head
Above the mess I made
But in days like these, I wish
I could run and hide
And float to some better day
With you again
Well, the greatest feeling on earth
Lasted for a while
It's days like these I contemplate
On dragging thru the day done, sleeping
Without even breathing
Just a fast-forward or a rewind knob
Or a pause of surreal events
But never this Play button I'm in
Coz days like these are so damn slow
Everything is so messed up
Pre-occupied, I'm just --
So lost without you
I want to be
In a place between reality and dream
Our lil world at the back of the crowd
Like A childhood fairytale reenacted
I'll always remember how good it felt
When they dedicated a song
Streak lights danced across our faces
No words said but the first person I saw
Was you and only YOU
Tranced, in a passing moment I realize from
All the years of hatred, to the hours of yearning
I was melting, as I felt like a girl again
A beggar who has found shelter & not lost
In another Macho-feminine on
A dim-lit one-way street dead end who
Tries hard to hold everything inside
At that moment, I knew I was changed
And where is that remote
When I needed it most?
To shift time where things made sense
FOR ONCE --
In a frozen image of ourselves where
I wanted to hold you, I wanted to know you
I wanted to make the pain I gave, go away
I know You could be my someone
I could be your everything
We belong together
But like a blink of an eye
It lasted forever but ended so soon
Just when I thought I found my soul mate
Could it be any harder that
Hour after hour, day after day
You could be so out of reach
With these tears turning me to rust already
Never felt so childish, I miss you like crazy
I miss you like the ring hung on my neck
That you left me with to remind me of
Eternity.
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