Emails by UCL a.k.a. Curly
"PAUL HOLLAND" on 03/19/2001 10:41:04 AM
cc: Nikki Moseley/NYC/CMPNotes@cmpnotes
Subject: Re: Important Decisions
Why are you choosing not to keep your baby if you are pregnant?
Do not tell me because you are not ready to have another one.
Do not tell me because he does not want you to.
Do not tell me because it will cause more problems.
Just tell me the trueth.
I do not want you hating yourself.
I do not want you to go through after affects again.
I Love You to much to see you hurt and hurting like that again...
And if he is not man enough to say it then I will. If you do this then you
will Hate yourself. I do not want to see that happen.
I know that you just started getting back on your feet and everything and
you do not want to have to become soully dependent on Omar again.
So in saying that, Hear me out. I have been in the same situation before
with Tyquana and we had to make that same choice. No I was not the one going
in but I felt like I was. Yes you do get past it, but you never get over it.
YOU KNOW THAT I WILL SUPPORT YOU AND WHAT EVER CHOICE YOU MAKE. I WILL LOVE
YOU NOW AND ALWAYS WITH NO JUDGEMENT AND WITH OUT JUDGEING YOU. I HAVE AND
I WILL UNDERSTAND AND HONESTLY I DO AGREE WITH WHY YOU WANT TO GO THROUGH
WITH YOUR CHOICE. BUT IT HAS TO BE YOUR CHOICE.
I LOVE YOU AND YOU KNOW THAT. I AM HERE FOR YOU AND YOU KNOW THAT.
I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU AND YOU KNOW THAT.
BUT I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR "TIANNA" AND YOU NEED TO KNOW THAT.