Email # Emails by UCL a.k.a. Curly "Nikki Moseley" on 03/08/2001 1:30:26 PM

To:   "PAUL HOLLAND"
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Subject:  Re: FW: thing to do @ walmart

Queens, I know you don't understand the decision I made, but it's for the best. I didn't want you to be alone, so me telling you to tell Roc to come home was the best thing to do. I knew you wanted Kianie to be there with you. i know who you love and that is what matters. Just be happy that your daughter is home.

Yes, I would support you and I support you now whether I am there or not. I will always be your friend no matter what. I think that if you really want to do this computer course, you should go for it. Hopefully, Roc will believe in you... but I won't be surprised if she doesn't.

Love you Queens and keep smiling, Queenee

"PAUL HOLLAND" on 03/08/2001 12:43:47 PM

To:   Nikki Moseley/NYC/CMPNotes@cmpnotes
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Subject:  Re: FW: thing to do @ walmart

I do not even think it has to do with me not being smart enough to pass the computer class, because she knows that like last time I had a test and she helped me study I ended up getting a hundred on the test. I mean it was not the hardest test in the world, but it proved ot me that I could do it as long as I had someone backing me and willing to help me accomplish it. She did say to me once that she didn't think i was smart enough for this and I should just become a truck driver.

I mostly think it has to do with the money situation right now. She see's it as we would be going back into debt $600.00 dollars a month for 4 months. I look at it as an investment into our future. You have to spend money to earn money. If I took this course and passed and got placed in a good job then would not the money we invested have been worth it? Would we not end up getting the money back and then some?

To be honest it is all about money when it comes for her a lot of the time. She see's this Driving Class as cheaper and the Government is paying for like 75% of it. Then my VA loan pays for almost the rest. The class itself is like $5,500.00 or something. The Gov. pays for 75% which leaves me paying something like $4,125.00 "if I am doing my math right" So I end up paying $1,375 right, but then my VA Loan kicks in and I get paid like $550.00 a month for as long as I am in the school. The School only has class on the weekends, so I could be in the school for as lil as 4 weeks to 15 weeks. So I start the weekend of the 24 and they would have to pay me for this month. Then 4 weeks later gives me the weekend of April 14, and the guy told me that he does not want me to finish that soon I would propably stop at around 8 or 11 weeks, which would give me 3 months. That would give me $1,650.00 So with that I can pay off the $1,375 and that would mean that $275.00 is left for me.

The other thing is that the $1,375.00 is being financed over a 24 month period at 12%, which brings it up to like close to $1,800.00 or something like that. Which means that I would have to either pay $80.79 a month or just use the money from the VA and pay them off. Now on top of that I get a $1,500 dollar deductable for going to school on next years taxes.

i just know that if I was with you, I could accomplish anything. I know you would have my back no matter what, but i know you made your decision which made me make mine.
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