Email # Emails by UCL a.k.a. Curly In a message dated 3/6/2001 3:55:10 PM, writes:

Before I get into this email, I want to thank you for not only being my best friend, my favorite person in the whole world, but for always being there to cheer me up when I am feeling so down.  :)

Why???  Why??  Why?   Well, let's see.... I have no idea why we have this affect on each other.  When you find out, let me know... and please explain to me why it lasted for so many years.  I think I feel comfortable with you because you don't judge me at all and you accept me for who I am, as I do you.  Not to pick at anybody, but Raquel doesn't accept you for being that strong, kind and loving black man that you are.  I do though!  ;)  I don't know.... why are you so comfortable with me?  Are you not with her? Omar sees what he has when he's about to lose me. That's usually the only time.  i just wish he can see more, but he's trying. If he would be like he used to be then I wouldn't mind being where I am.  But after getting closer to you, it makes me even more confused, but this is where I have to be and I'm glad you listened and took her back. Now, you are no alone and you have your daughter. I sometimes wish that things were different.  Believe me... you tried your hardest.  and I understand you would've gave up a lot for me and I love you for that.  Well, that's what I think.  :)

Your Queenee....

In a message dated 3/6/2001 3:38:10 PM, writes:

Just wondering to myself about a lil bit of this and a lil bit of that. One of the things that keeps crossing my mind is WHY?? Why do we have the affect on each other that we do?  Why do you feel so comfortable with me? Why am I so comfortable with you?  WHY can't Omar see what he has?  Why can everyone but Omar see what he has?  Why do you have to be somewhere you do not want to be?  Why could I have not tried a lil harder?  Why do I have to be some where I don't want to be? WHY WHY WHY? What do you think?

I will call you later.... :)

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