Emails by UCL a.k.a. Curly
In a message dated 3/6/2001 3:55:10 PM, firstname.lastname@example.org writes:
Before I get into this email, I want to thank you for not only being my best
friend, my favorite person in the whole world, but for always being there to
cheer me up when I am feeling so down. :)
Why??? Why?? Why? Well, let's see.... I have no idea why we have this
affect on each other. When you find out, let me know... and please explain
to me why it lasted for so many years. I think I feel comfortable with you
because you don't judge me at all and you accept me for who I am, as I do
you. Not to pick at anybody, but Raquel doesn't accept you for being that
strong, kind and loving black man that you are. I do though! ;) I
don't know.... why are you so comfortable with me? Are you not with her?
Omar sees what he has when he's about to lose me. That's usually the only
time. i just wish he can see more, but he's trying. If he would be like he used to be then I wouldn't mind being where I
am. But after getting closer to you, it makes me even more confused, but this is where I have to be and I'm glad you listened and took her back. Now, you are no alone and you have your daughter.
I sometimes wish that things were different. Believe me... you tried
your hardest. and I understand you would've gave up a
lot for me and I love you for that. Well, that's what I think. :)
In a message dated 3/6/2001 3:38:10 PM, email@example.com writes:
Just wondering to myself about a lil bit of this and a lil bit of
that. One of the things that keeps crossing my mind is WHY?? Why do we have
the affect on each other that we do? Why do you feel so comfortable with
me? Why am I so comfortable with you? WHY can't Omar see what he has? Why
can everyone but Omar see what he has? Why do you have to be somewhere you
do not want to be? Why could I have not tried a lil harder? Why do I have to be some where I don't want to be? WHY WHY WHY?
What do you think?
I will call you later.... :)