Love
Lost Love
Death Without Love
Not Knowing the Ocean of Love
Loves Toy
Monster
Love as a Verb
Love is a Strong Word
Love is a Disease
Sorry for nothing
Loves Goofy
Entertaining Angels
Death
Tears
Last Moment
Real Men Don't Cry?
You Took It
Reassurance
God’s Canvas
Stars
No Candle Burning Vigil Has the Light
Fire Inside
What I fear is
Self-evident.
I do not fear another,
I fear that fire
That burns inside and
Smolders never.
I know tomorrow the
Flames shall rage
On and I shall
Be tattered and twisted
Out of shape more and more.
For I fear this fire
And this fire controls
My every thought
And desire.
They call this fire
You.
-- Jason E. Smith
LOVE
Love is a divine creature,
Love is pain and suffering masked
By a feeling of ecstasy and warmth,
Love can imprison people just like it has done me
I am locked in the deep raging river of feelings,
That is brought on only by love and this person,
This abomination spawned from the deepest depths of
love
Has trapped me in deep and ever holding,
Web of love that holds everyone at times,
This and only this is what love is.
Only a mask that hides the inevitable pain that comes
all at once.
For those who love to long and do not embrace the
truth.
--Jason E. Smith
Lost love
My life is empty without you.
Now that I have met you I feel complete,
Until I see you walk by
Then I feel like I have a hole in my heart.
As if a piece of me was missing
And now I have finally found out
What that missing piece is.
That missing piece is you and your love.
You are my LOST LOVE.
And now I have found you
-- Jason E. Smith
Death Without Love
Is love lost?
Or is it just blind?
I have waited for love
And I feel my self-slipping away.
My life is shorter not longer.
My life is loveless and I fear I will never
Experience this love
And this pain that it brings.
Oh the sweet pain everyone seems to know
But me,
Why what have I done?
I am dying with out knowing what love is.
Love is truly blind!
For I have yet to experience the pain that love brings.
--Jason E. Smith
Not Knowing the Ocean of Love
I have yet to learn of this love
This love that comes in waves,
I feel I am too far inland to receive these waves,
And for some reason I have yet to move
Towards the great ocean of love
When, when will I learn to move towards love?
Maybe when it is time for me to die
That’s when I will know what true love is.
Love is cruel. Love is an animal!
Love is death for some life for others.
What is it for me?
Will I ever know?
--Jason E. Smith
Loves Toy
Emotions are toys of love
They make people feel like puppets
Unable to control their own feelings
Love makes us feel like a king for awhile
Then love cuts your strings
And the pain hits your heart like
A ton of bricks
While you’re down
Love likes to push you around
It sends you back crawling
After you are done
It makes you think its over then
It shows you all the hearts you hurt
And the pain returns.
--Jason E. Smith
Monster
Lovers have shadows,
These shadows hide the bad things that they don’t want others to know about
The sides that they hide in these shadows
Lovers bring light to the shadows
And unleash the terrible
Sides of their partners
And the other lover has
Unleashed a side that has
Never been shown.
A monster that destroys their relationship
--Jason E. Smith
Loves Power
Why do we hide from love
What intimidates us?
Why does it make us?
Cower in a corner
For some reason it holds a power
Over us,
A power that can not be broken
Until love decides to show us its true power
And makes us cry, makes us want to die
Makes us hurt inside in
A way that leaves a lasting impression
In our hearts.
--Jason E. Smith
Love as a Verb
Love is a verb
It is an action
An action that is as strong as steel
And as soft as snow
It can be a gentle action or a devastating blow
To your mind and heart
Love is a verb that can decide who
Is happy and who is sad
Love is ever lasting in one way
Love is always flowing from the heart of God
Love is never ending.
-- Jason E. Smith
Love is a Strong Word
Do you know how strong the word love is?
It’s a word that can make a life better
Love can destroy a life
Love can last forever or only last a day
Love only lasts forever in one case
When it comes to the love of God for his
Friends, his people
This love is only found through Jesus
--Jason E. Smith
Love is a Disease
Why does love plague our lives?
Why does it play games?
When will love finish toying with our emotions
And stop pestering our hearts in false relation ships
Why must it taunt us?
Why must it be so cruel to give everyone but us a great
And plentiful love?
Why does it stay out of our grasp?
Just out of reach
Watch it pull away again and laugh
With cruel glee.
--Jason E. Smith
Sorry for nothing
Don’t be sorry for something you did not do
For sorrow is for the one who deserves it
Taking the blame for the victim
Taking the shame from the shameful
Taking pain away from the painful
Saying sorry when you are not sorrowful
Taking pain when you’re not in it
Taking shame when you’re not shameful
Taking blame when you are not to blame for
This is why you should not be sorry
Unless you are the one to be sorry
--Jason E. Smith
Loves Goofy
Who would have thought?
Who could have for seen that?
Who would have known love would?
Bring such an odd and loving
The hyper and the shy
The quiet and the loud
Who could have pondered such a crazy scam?
Even love could not have seen this nor could it have?
Love brings together all and separates so few
Love mixes and matches the oddest and most unpredictable couples
It makes lovers think
Wait mistake scratch last line
It makes thinkers stop thinking and
Non-thinkers ponder
Love is tricky
Love is a matchmaker that can’t be topped
It’s a matchmaker that can’t be stopped
Love makes the world unit and stop
All the fights
Love never stops
In the end there will be love and god
Loves goofy.
--Jason E. Smith
Entertaining Angels
Entertaining angels while
The nights become history
And the day becomes now
Watching over me
Loving me
Sent by god to care for me
They watch me
While I watch the sky
Watch while I cry
Loving me
With every word
Every tear and
Every thought
Sending the everlasting love of God
Straight to my heart.
--Jason E. Smith
Death
Death comes
In many forms
Some great
Some small
The greatest
Death is that
Of my heart.
The murder
Committed by
Love and hate
Pain and suffering.
Envocted and
Created souly
By me. For me.
--Jason E. Smith
Tears
Flow freely as my heart breaks
And starts its aching
My tears flow
Exposing my heart
Letting my love flow
My eyes swell and start
To close as my tears run out
Letting my love die
My heart drown
And my mind burn
Love hurts
And drains my tears
--Jason E. Smith
Last Moment
The cold barrel
Presses to my head
I see my life laid
Out before my eyes
I cry as I watch
It roll by like
A movie for me
To die by
As I think of what
Its like my grip tightens
And another wave
Of tears rolls down
My movie has ended
Its time to go
My eyes squeeze shut
And my heart skips
A beat as I cry
My mind grows cold
And seems to become numb
The trigger starts to draw back
No turning back now
It goes fully back with a bang
The surge of pain does not last
But just a second
As my mind goes blank
My eyes draw close
And I see black
As my heart and love die
--Jason E. Smith
Real Men Don’t Cry?
I was once told
that real men don’t cry
right off I knew
it was a lie
for no man cannot
cry
if love makes
His heart ache
he will break
for only a real
Man can cry
for he is
with God
And with
himself
So you see
it is
only a real
man that cries
for his heart loves
and is
inspired by
God’s endless love
-- Jason E. Smith
You Took It
I look out
The window
And watch you
Drive away
Without knowing
What you have
Taken nor what
You have killed
You have ripped
Out my heart
And killed my
Love
For you knew
It is all
I have so it’s
All you took
My heart and my
Love
-- Jason E. Smith
Reassurance
Reassurance
I fall beside
My bed and watch
As my soul is freed
Bye you love
I speed towards
The heavens
Watching the
Beautiful sights
As the world grows
Distant and all
I see is the
Pure beauty of
Gods creation
Laid out before
Me to see
My breath
Escapes me
As you reassure
Me of your
Everlasting love
And glory
With one
Simple but
Powerful word
I hurdle back
To earth full
Of your love
This one word
I utter and return
AMEN
--Jason E. Smith
God’s Canvas
I look up to
See a beautiful
Sight. A painted
Sky as the sunsets
It shows all of it’s
Glorious colors.
The colors are so
Heavenly as if God
Has pulled out all the stops
To create such a beautiful
Setting.
And as it all comes together
To make black I know
God’s heart was put
Into all things
Around us
For God Love’s us all
--Jason E. Smith
Stars
Hanging so freely
In the sky
Nothing to support
They hang there
For eternity for one
Reason and only one
Reason but to
Show his ever lasting
Love and never ending
Protection.
-- Jason E. Smith
No Candle Burning Vigil Has the Light
Sitting vigil with
Only candle light,
I wait in agony as,
My heart grows full of fright
All night I wait
In this fright.
I wait and watch as
My candle burns down
And sputters out
I am still sitting
In the dark as my heart
Starts to fall apart
I pull my brain and rip
It to shreds wondering why
Oh, why haven’t you called?
Have you been appalled?
Or are you in pain? Oh, why
Have you made me?
Wait in vain? My heart burns
And my mind churns for the answers
Yet it is all the same.
The same anguish. The same pain
And torment.
For even now I sit in vain
--Jason E. Smith
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