7. ONE OF MY LIES

when i was younger i thought that the world circled around me 
but in time i realized i was so wrong 
my immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future 
it was a tragic case of my reality 

do you think you're indestructible 
and no one can touch you?
well i think you're disposable
and it's time you knew the truth

cause it's just one of my lies
it's just one of my lies
and all i want to do is get real high
cause it's just one of my lies

why does my life have to be so small yet death is forever
and does forever have a life to call its own?
don't give me an answer cause you only know as much as i know
unless you're been there once well i hardly think so

i used to pray all night
before i lay myself down
my mother said it was right
her mother said it too... why?