25 May 2004

I haven't forgotten Wet Cleanup, I really haven't... The thing is...

Well, there are several things...

In no particular order, those things are...

...I'm pregnant. Yes, again. And do not DARE ask me "what are you going to do about it?" I am pregnant. So, I will have a baby. And there is nothing at all to discuss about that. Furthermore, do not ask me who the father is. If you must know, the biological father is Jake. And YES, I'm sure. Unless of course, I was sitting on the wrong toilet seat and didn't know it.

....Jake and I have broken up... That happened a couple of months ago, actually... We've been fighting all the time since... And this past weekend, the fight got really, really bad, and Jake's mother threw me out of the house. So, I am pregnant, single, and homeless. Oh yes, and I couldn't go to work because I had nowhere to sleep, and when I did find a place to sleep, it was too far away to make it to work the next day... So, I'm homeless, unemployed, single, and pregnant...

........there is plenty more to all of this... But I have to catch a bus in ten minutes, so I have to link this ASAP...

FYI, my email is the same: ParlorCityCommonsRat@hotmail.com -- Not having a readily available computer, I won't be able to send lots of replies all the time, but I do want to still hear from people, as long as you don't need something from me at the moment... Or, send real mail to me (if you happen to know my real name, of course), c/o The Evergreen State College Writing Center, Library 3407 Olympia WA 98505.

Oh yeah, and... I know all of this sounds really bad, but... only because I haven't got the time to give you more than the bare bones of everything. On the surface, it sounds horrible. But really, when I'm down and out THIS badly, it's kind of a relief... Things can get worse, but I really, really don't think they're going to...

Running.......

~Helena*