After a somewhat-horrific day at work, I spent the evening with a couple of friends on Binghamton University campus watching porn.
[Note: this entry is not going to be about work OR porn, because work is just a lame topic and porn... well... after living with three drag queens and being such good friends with Aaron, nothing about pornography could possibly shock me...]
I realized, though, once again, what a good thing it is to have girl friends.
I've never had many girl friends. Stereotypically gossipy, whiney, nail-polish-and-frills chicks just piss me off. Dykey, no-nonsense chicks typically don't like me. And new-age, goddess-worshipping, spiky-hair-and-girl-love chicks sort of intimidate me... Chicks scare me. Always have. I never really had close girl friends, except Jayden.
I always wanted to be a girl. I had these images of what it must be like. I've never really felt like much of a girl. Failing to live up to my image of what girls are like, I decided I wanted to be a boy, which obviously didn't work either.