NOW what???
You know those gahd-awful commercials that are like, "You know when you're just not feeling like yourself..." ...and then they try to get you to take anti-depressants?
I'm just not feeling like myself.
It's probably a massive caffeine crash or something since, every day when I wake up, I feel like crap and I head for the coffee. Or maybe hormones. Regardless: I'm just not feeling like myself. Just sorta tired, and unfocussed, and generally crappy.
It's been another crappy day, starting with an unsuccessful trip to the Writing Center to beg for my job back; the boss-lady wasn't in today. Almost everybody I've come into contact with today has been in a moderately foul mood, and the damned dog ate half my dinner while I had my back turned, dealing with somebody else's problem. I yelled to the dog: "How many times have you eaten today? Yeah? And how many times have *I* eaten today? And WHO is it that has dominion over the beasts? Yeah, ME, that's right..." He didn't appear to be impressed, but at least he had the decency to look sort of ashamed.
Fuck, gotta go.
~H.T.*