Diary
December 6th, 2006. My feelings.
Christmas is near and I'm not in that Christmas spirit. Gonna be working 6 days a week, so I guess that'll be good since I don't do anything but work and sleep. Yeah, I think I'm feeling down, not depressed but just down, but I know this is for the better. Mango banana bubble tea makes me feel better. Ne ways oh welz, deal with it.
Ocotober 15th, 2006. Life update.
I still love this song. Sigh, time just flies by and I become one year older and wiser. So I've been working at my place for 3 years in December full time. I still have my main account active for UO but I don't play it as often as before. It just doesn't catch my interested as it once did. I'm in a relationship for 1.5 yrs today, and things are going fine. I'm glad I don't take relationships serious anymore. I love my friends :D
August 19th, 2005. The Aftermath.
As I sit here typing away, listening to DHT - listen to your heart and being annoyed that my chair squeeks whenever I move around. I was right, my life has gone down hill, but not all the way. It's 2:44am, and i'm glad I don't have work tomorrow. I'm high, and I'm not proud of it, but it might explain why I'm talking this way, if it sounds unusual. There's things I want to say and don't, so I'll just take the safe way and not mention it. I'm okay.
March 26th, 2005 Life.
My life was going fine for a year or two. Things are still good.. but I think I'll be heading down hill from here. I fucked up in my relationship; this month would of been 2 years straight, and 5 years off and on, but that don't count. I kinda fucked myself over in the end, but if I were to take the safe route, I would not have realized how much I acutally want to be with him. If I had a chance to end up back with him, I would take it; but I'm not going to try. I believe that if we were meant to be, we'll end up together, no matter what we've done inbetween. If you love me, it don't matter what I do, you'll still love me; because I know I'll love you through everything.
September 30th, 2004 Braces
I got braces today haha.. I look like a nerd now, but that's okay, it's deceiving!! Lately it's been School, work and UO. I dunno there are times when UO seems like everything, where I let it get to me, but times like this, I feel as though why do I even waste my time on this game when there's so much more I can be doing in rl, but actually I think there's so much you can do in Life till you get bored of it. O.o.. Happy birthday Molly :D
August 20th, 2004 Fallen Lords
Oh.. it's been a year.. almost. hehe.. So I've been in this guild called The Fallen Lords for probably a year now. A PK guild.. which ownssss Pacific! Ne ways.. so there's a little probably with me and the so called guildmaster Cecil.. cuz he takes things way to serious, funnie if he reads this but yeah.. GRR STFU. I dunno.. i want to be blunt about it and say the shiet I feel but I'm afraid to get kicked out of fl.. BUT OH WELZ. I personally still see Ooji as GM and will always (sorry Cecil). Hm....... I take the game a little to serious? I think so.. which is patheticly sad... so sad.. I feel as if I got blamed for something I didn't do.. but I did do it.. but it wasn't intended to get the reaction it did.. making me seem like I'm a bad person which... ERRR I AM!! But I follow morals and rules... I dunno.. maybe I am a bad person? hm... O.o
August 28th, 2003
The longer you spend time with someone, the more negative things u pick up from them. I hate shit talkers. Naw I don't. I hate Pussies. If you're going to talk shit about someone, u say it infront of their face. Yes that's what u do. None of this applies to me. Becareful of the friends u chose, or know who they really are. You can probably cheat thru tests and fake the person u are. But hey, u can't cheat thru life, my dear friends.
May 6th, 2003 I'm Back.
I reactivated my account on March 15th if I can recall. No one comes to this page anymore, maybe cause I don't update it often. Maybe I shall Start! Aye aye captain.
December 2nd, 2002 Whacked shiet yoz.
Holy fuck, how long haven't I updated? It's almost 2003.. haha. Well, if you want to know what I'm doing now, keep reading, if not, then stop? I worked at Timmies for a year and got fired because of all the skips. I now work at Gap as a sales rep. School, not going too good, modivation still lacks. I drive a Toyoto Supra, j/k :) I got my license in October, vroom vroom! UO is whacked, I don't miss it at all, I got other things to worry about, other things that occupie me. Oh and Merry Christmas to all of you, hope ur holiday is safe and fun. That's all for now.
K.N
June 18th, 2002 (12:31pm)
Everyone's almost out of school.. I wonder how the summer will be.. can't wait till i get my license in Oct. I miss clubbing.. can't wait to go with my girls and dance myself off. Hm, don't know where all my money went, gotta start saving up. I stopped biting my nails for 2 months :) Getting a bit better in jits. Nothing else.
May 31st, 2002 (1:29am)
Tired, hungry, headache, and hot. Can't sleep. Got into summer school, gotta upgrade my math. Back to school in September, pain in da butt! Got plans, now lets see when I'll reach them. Not bothered. Jericho got accepted to Waterloo, father proud (rarely). Me, still a girl.
May 22nd, 2002 (3:27pm)
Fuck, gotta walk to work.
May 15th, 2002 (2:15pm)
Hm, what a day, and not feeling too tired. Last night came home from pool hall at 1:30, drew and read till 4:10am, woke up from a nightmare at 5:30am.. (rape situation again) and another dream at 7:30am.. fucked huh. I think the worst thing that can happen to a girl would be to get raped.. yes that's my worst nightmare.. to feel vulnerable. I just finished cleaning my room, actually most of my bed part. Gotta work soon, only for 2 days this week, so i'll make the best out of it. I don't mind working, it's quite fun, depends who u work with and if it's busy or not. I'm leaving on friday to a resort up north, I think it'll be cold, so no swimming with the fishes :(. Hopefully it'll be fun, but i'm not expecting much out of it, gonna bring my book to read haha :) My feelings: things are going pretty good for me, I was suppose to wake up to work out, but i cleaned my room instead and now that my mom's home from feeling sick, i can't blast up my happy music and sweat lol. I got to register for school soon, went on tuesday and stupid bitch wouldn't sign my paper without me waiting and i had a doc's appointment so i left.. fucked. Ne wayz I'm carrying on with a lot of shiet that no one reads.. Yes, this is my life.
May 6th, 2002 (8:31pm)
He broke up with me on our 1 month annv. Things will be okay, tho I'm missing something, feeling down. But I'll get thru it, instead of making life complicated, why not make it simple? :)
May 4th, 2002 (10:03pm)Lonely
I did do something wrong, today, one month, and he hasn't called.. I ain't perfect, I don't want to be. Bah, can't get the stuff said..
May 1st, 2002 (1:48pm) Other one.
I got my hair streaked red.. He didn't call today, the first time. I don't like to think that I'm losing him, but I can be.. I'm doing everything wrong ain't I?
April 19th, 2002 (9:18pm) Letter
Just got back from work and while driving back argued with mother about smoking. Got in my room and found a note saying "Parents know you smoke and never stay home. They planning to kick you out. Don't say I didn't warn you. Jack-O" Ha, how great. What kinda parents are they? oh yeah, they're mine. So now i'm waiting for my dad to come upstairs and bitch at me, which i'll BITCh right back. Why? because i only go out on WEEKENDS. and smoking? my dad does it too. SO MY FAMILY SHOULD STFU.
:)
April 9th, 2002 (2:15am) Bad Dream
I just woke up to 2 bad dreams in a row.. no wonder I was struggling to sleep.. one was of some man wanting to rape me.. the second was i was driving and the breaks didn't work.. almost fell off a cliff.. omg.. there's more to it.. but i made it short.. my brother came after i got out of the car.. omg :( i would feel like crying if that really happened to me. I don't dream much, especially bad dreams.. worst is twice in a row.. bah.. what's wrong?
April 8th, 2002 (9:48am) You
hm.. i got nothing to say... just wanted to do something haha :)
April 4rd, 2002 (3:01am)Happy?
As time goes by, I'm becoming more like myself. I'm feeling happy again.. Never thought this could happen. But why? Is it because I know there's someone out there that can make me smile and laugh all the time? I can't guarantee that I'll be cheerful all the time, but the majority of the time. I've been practicing my Jits lately, going out every night with Buddie Mikey. He says I'm getting better.. Yay! I think I'm actually moving on, moving on with life and not just watching it go by. I would like to thank Tom for making me smile again. Steven for being there for me, and you know I'll be there for you. Linda for reminding me to enjoy life, to be myself again. And also AP, just knowing I have you girls. It takes time to heal.
March 29th, 2002 (2:07pm) Woke up.
Yesterday went keroke(sp?) slept thru most of it, slept thru the car ride; that is what alcohol does to you. I'm at Steven's house right now oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY! (that was actually yesterday). There's something in my eye annoying me :( It's cold in his basement, and I'm HUNGRY!! Steven you bastard, wake up and feed me *lafs* I don't know where I placed my keys, god shit! I want fries... *Sigh* Burgers *sigh* My feet's cold! Ne wayz, yeah I'm out. Buh bye
March 25th, 2002 (12:59am) Mistakes.
Everyone makes mistakes in life, the only way I can think of it is just forget about them. What else can you do? Fix it? no, because you've already done the mistakes, you cannot turn back. Hmph, everyone at home is sleeping but me, that's a first.. brother's working now.. bah, I'm gonna be all by myself :( Nothing to do when everyone's at school. I already picked all my courses for September, yes I miss school. I just made myself some food Mmm! hehe, little things on my mind but not a big deal. I want to go SHOPPING tomorrow!! Buy some CLOTHES *drools* I'm beginning to not mind cooking.. haha that's how bored I get.. It's a good thing, so my wife or husband won't be starving hahah "wife" Too funnie. Ne wayz, i'm out, lata.
March 19th, 2002 (11:27pm)
FUCK I HATE LIFEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!! hehe.. Here's how my weekend went.. Saturday went out with the best, GODBRO! and then sunday went D2(raving) dropped an E bumped 3 k's.. slept over friend's house.. FUCKED UP YO! yeah.. and I ditched work.. I heard I was getting fired.. so I'll see tomorrow *sigh* Man oh man, life's just insane..
March 14th, 2002 (3:47am)
yay, I think my sickness is going away!! I can't sleep, came back from work and slept for the whole day. My mother cleaned my room for me ^^, she keeps asking if I smoke, OF COURSE I'LL SAY NO! hehehe! Nothin to really do, today was such a beautiful warm day.. but right now I can hear the wind, so I'm guessing it's cold. I'm eating sour gummy worms, Yum yum. I tried sleeping but one of my nose is plugged and it gives me a hard time breathing. Hm, I got no goals, nothing to achieve. I'm a weirdo, night.
March 10th, 2002
So, to update myself, I will tell you that I have dropped out of school but NO FEAR, I WILL RETURN >:) HEHE! On Friday I worked 13h and on Wednesday i'm working another 13h.. hehe get's bored after awhile.. especially if u're tired and hadn't had enough sleep :/
My brother's friend is helping me buy pieces for my computer so it can run faster Vroom vroom! Life? Well for me, things are getting better. I'm quite happy the way I am right now. Eww I think I'm getting sick, my throat hurtingg! and yeah.. I'm getting contacts next week! hehe *geek* *giggles* ne wayz.. I will be back! next time.. LOL :) Luv ya!
February 25th, 2002
I don't feel like doing anything, haven't gone to school for a week, got a bad report for work cause I asked someone to call in sick for me (first time). Ha who gives a shit. I'm resting my brain, don't want to think about anything. yeah.. bye
February 12th, 2002 Important people.
Well not much on my mind. Just wanted to say that through life there are certain people that will stand by ur side thru the good and bad times. They are always there when you need someone to listen. I haven't really thought about my friends and the important people, maybe because I've been selfish. But I realized that I can't thank enough for those who have stayed by my side. I love you no matter what. You'll always be part of my heart even tho we don't talk much or do things together. Those out there who knows what's good for me, giving me advise and their opinion. I hear you, I understand but I never follow ur words. There's a few names I would mention but it'll leave the others lol so I won't mention any names. But you should know who you are. No matter what I will be by urside thru anything. I would go thru the worst just to see you happy, I care for you and I wish the best for all of those who've touched my heart, created Me. I just want to Thank You.
Love: Karen Nguyen
January 31st, 2002 Trying-love.
Hm.. what to say.. I'm so bored right now :/ School starts on Friday, meaning I got to start going and trying *sigh* I had things to say but now they're all gone.. Life can be so gay sometimes. Sometimes when you want something the way they were before, you try to get it back and it's just not the same. Yes, no one understands what I'm saying bah. What I mean is, the first time u fall in love, you don't know if it's true love till you experience it with others, no i'm not talking about sex u dirty perverts. And to do that, u must leave ur love. If you do go back to ur love, things aren't the same no more, no matter how hard you try to make it what it was, it'll never work, the feelings aren't there, nothing. Hard to explain, but some know what I'm talking about. I also started typing out my RL Diaries out on web but the url won't be displayed for along time, unless I die early :) Night.
January 24th, 2002 I'm almost 18!
Yay!! less than a year till i'm 18 haha :) My birthday was on the 18th of Jan, threw a party. Friend Dhinesh (he's brown *giggles*) past out 3hrs into the party.. talk about WEAK ALCOHOL TALERANCE(sp?) I'm too lazy to go to dictionary.com. ^^ My bday was Aight.. It's 5:49am and I got an exam today at 1pm then work from 4pm-11pm *sigh* I gmed eval, 99.9 med and working on magery on Lake Superior. PACIFIC SUCKS!! J/k, calm down. I updated, BETTER DARREN?! HAPPY?! JEEZ SHIT FUCK MAN HOLY FUCK SHIT CALM UR HORMONES MOTHA FUCKA! heheheheheeh i'm just joking *winks* Have a nice day =^.^=
January 15, 2002 A New Year.
Whoa, already 2002? Nothing seemed to change. I bot my nails done today for the first time!! I'll try to get some pictures of my hand hehehe! Jealous! Last week only showed up for 2 days out of 5... and now exams are starting eeps. I got a cell phone yippie doodles, okay that's it i'm boring to listen to, leave me alone :/ Good night!
December 29, 2001 Pissed.
Blah, wow I'm pissed cuz my bitch mom just came in my room telling me to clean it.. sounds childish i know, but gawd STFU. I've been working 4 days 8h shifts so far. I don't know what I want.. i'm scared of moving on, i'm scared of the future; things that are unknown. I feel so wacked out for some reason hehe kinda scares me. *Sigh* one more week till school, nothing have i accomplished or achieved.. i got a HMV certificate for being a good worker today ^^ I got some deep thoughts, but i won't bother mentioning it because it might not make any sense.. but i know there are ppl out there that understand me.. I'm growning my nails a little tiny bit... HAPPY?!?! I AM! it takes me like 2 months to grow them and they aren't even long! WELLL!! i want to go out and have some fun.. but sleeping and thinking and feeling like shit sometimes feels good.. :)
December 27, 2001 Usher - Seperated
"so y don't u go ur way, and i'll go mine. Live ur life, and i'll live mine, baby u'll do well, and i'll be fine cuz we're better off seperated..."
December 25, 2001 (i like this song)
I was hoping to spend Christmas with someone special, but it doesn't look like it's going to happen. I tried keeping myself occupied by having fun but how long can you keep that up before you have to face the truth? Aww fuck i just relized i lost my fucken earing fuck! I slept for most of the day today. well bye
December 11, 2001 ()
Sorry Shawn, I didn't go to school today. There's so many things to say. I just read Falisa's entry.. and it made me think. Peter and I are broken up.. again? Hope this is the last so we can just move on and stop getting hurt and stressed out. Steven called yesterday, made me happy hearing him. I'm starting to talk with my old friend again, don't know what's going on but now that we're a bit older and mature?, things might work out. Diana's having surgeory this tuesday and she's scared. She's so close to me, she's like my sister. I love her so much and hope nothing happens; that all goes well. I'm going to go visit her today. Everyones aging, it scares me what will turn out of us all.. and whether we'll all be together.. Thanks to everyone for making me the person i am. Love to all.
November 14th, 2001 School/Volleyball.
Well, I've been busy with school lately, tho I skip more then I go..hee hee... But I'm going to stop because I don't want to get kicked out :)My fashion teacher hates me and I want to kill her.. I have a 40% in that bullshiet class!! I hope she dies soon ^^. I'm getting paid on Friday! Sat. I'm getting my belly button pierced, Sun. I'm going shopping with Nicole. Hehe.. this week, I've been thinking about my future.. I think I'm going to go to University and I'll make sure it's out of Ontario, since i've never stepped out of my Province before! *ashame* I haven't figured out my career yet :/ I made the volley ball team.. tho our team isn't that good >< Just to let those who are reading this, life is short, live it and be happy.
Luv:Karen Nguyen
October 27, 2001 Hurt.
I really don't feel like talking or typing.. but I don't have anything else to keep me occupied. I could take out a smoke right now and just puff away, but I'm a smarter girl then that :) I think I'm very sad.. my heart hurts so much that it can't feel anything. I stare at an object and just let my mind wonder off. I feel so useless that I just want this to all go away by sleeping..
October 21, 2001 Update
LoL i noticed I never update my stories.. huh..
lol well first of all yes I did get the job *cheers* and I've been working for 2 weeks so far. It's isn't bad, or let's say I won't be quitting any time soon :) About my finger, I took the stitch out myself and now I'm using my finger to type again yay!! O yeah and I'm back with peter (again). LoL at this moment uo is fucked up on mee WHOAA fucken gamee!! *is stuck at "entering Britanian" * buh bye!
October 17, 2001 Classes
I'm gonna Fail Math!!!!!!!! and fashion! but fashion class is understandable cause the teachers retarded! k.. bye ^^
October 7, 2001 Friends Away Message(icq)
People, family friends lover aquantances whatever, are all a double edged blade. Whether or not both of they're edges are sharp or not depends on the person. The worst type are the ones that show the dull side and slowly turn until the nicely kept edge comes out then and only then will you truly know who they really are. All and all LIFES A BITCH so deal with it in any fashion reasonable to you
~Tommy Le
(I didn't ask if I could put this up on my page.. but you call bitch at me ^^)
September 30, 2001 *Smirks*
My finger is better ^^. Dunno, how to start this off :/ Well I canceled my account but I still log on my brother's once in awhile. School's alright and tomorrow I got an interview at a coffee place. I don't think I'll get it, but I'll try my best :) K, B Y E !
September 20, 2001 Relationships
My god brother sent me this and I find some of it true. "Relationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost"
September 11, 2001 Sewing Machine ! :( !
In Fashion class I was trying to thread the machine and stepped on peddle which gets the needle running. Ne wayz.. the needle went thru my top index finger. I saw the pin in my skin but didn't feel pain at first. I slid my finger off the pin and had to cut the thread and pull it out of my skin.. I felt the thread slowly slide out.. OWIE!! ne wayz.. the bottom tip of the pin broke off and I don't know whether if it's in my finger or fell somewhere.. it hurts!! Sorry to gross you out.. just thought that was interesting :)I got my comp formatted AGAIN!! and hopefully icq will work. I owe my bro's friend $45 for 3 months of UO so I'm thinking of unactivating for awhile.. exspecially if I find a good job. NE WAYZ ME GO BYE BYE!! KISS MY FINGER!! weeeeeeeee
September 2nd, 2001 Love
Loving someone, and being in love with someone are two different things. It is true how they say it's the little things that matter. From what I am experiencing, it is hard to be happy, to have the feeling of your life being fufilled. This is my diary right? so I can say whatever i want ^^. I pity myself how one man can make me feel adversity and sorrow..
August 27th, 2001 Break Up
Well yesterday I went to club 108; had fun but if I was on E, I would of had more fun! Peter and I are friends now.. but doesn't seem like it since I've tried to talk to him and he ignores me. I don't know why but I still miss him. They say it's always hard to let go of ur first love, and I see what they mean. To me life seems all loosen up and unorganized.. but I guess this is where I'm suppose to have fun, enjoy myself, meet new ppl, live life.
August 24th, 2001 Time passes by
It's 6am and I'm sitting on my pc wondering what am I going to do. I sit here unsatisfied with life, but why? Summer has gone by so quickly and I haven't done the things I wanted to do, like party with friends and just chill with people. Maybe I need a goal in life, something I can reach for in life. I can feel myself age, friends slowly drifting away with their own lives. It's like I have no one to turn to, to talk with that would actually understand me but what I am to say when I haven't even tried talking to them.. What's my problem, why am I complaining about life and not taking a step to try and change it? Hm.. nothing else..
August 19th, 2001 Special day
I'm tired.. EverDread's the kewlest and u're all my heros. I got a new key board, it is soo kewl! and my icq font colour is the best colour in the world holy fucken shiet i'm talking about stuff that most of u dont care about! :(! sorry for wasting ur time.... bye.
August 12th, 2001 Guilds R Gay!
The guild SLC sucks shiet.. their guildmaster's a bitch.. ask Dread or I (we should know) Just thought I would bring that up. I'm in Dread's tailor guild now haha..wwowwowow nothing interesting! Been making money on my bard saving up for my strip joint which won't be happening for a long time :/ Hopefully the girls on UO don't quit.... haha! ne wayz me out! Oh yeah and someone stole Clozey's blk bless sandals!! roar
August 4th, 2001 Trammelienite?!?!?
I'm sorry I haveted updated often but part of the reason was because I had trouble logging into my page since angelfire had some new log in thingy! Ne wayz! I've become a Trammie.. or whatever you call those people who hangs out in Trammel often. I still go to fel but since I'm not that good at pvp I just chat with peeps in tram. I've been workin on makin uo gold to purchase a bigger house so I can start a Strip Club. ^^ I'm thinking of a villa or large marble in tram but.. it'll take me more than a month to make enough $. I streaked my hair blond in rl, but my webcam isn't working.. and I'm too lazy to try and figure out the problem. alright.......
July 17, 2001 UO Boring
"Dream what you want to dream; go where you want
to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do" I forgot what Life meant.. till I read this.. it' still sucks tho! Well, I'm logging less on to UO these days, been spending time with my bf a lot tho things aren't the same as before. I'm thinking of quittin uo.. or maybe just canceling it for awhile since my lack of interest and excitement in it. I played some game called Thief II, it's alright.. but I want to get The Lord of the Realms(sp?) hee hee! Well it's 5am :/ night.
July 10th, 2001 People (can't think of a title)
This morning I was heading to fel mg when I saw Asclepius.. I thought it was Tommy playing that char but it was Shawn. I dueled him 3 times.. and lost all three.. yeah.. I let him win.. :/ I spent some time with Butterfly aka Butt aka Nancy ^^ since she's blue now.. (finally) Ne wayz, I got 3 hours of sleep today.. weird huh and I think I'm going to the movies today with Peter. *shrugs* he's still sleeping.
June 30, 2001 Summer So Far
Hm... nothing really new.. about anything... Today I went to two of my best friend's houses, Molly's and Diana's. Sorry if my page hasn't been interesting... all I've been doing is putting up pictures and not really talking about shiet.. or I do talk about shiet.. errr uhm yeah! Well UO has lost it's touch.. I don't really find it exciting. Whenever I'm on I would have to find something to do.. and nothing would come in mind except fighing ogre lords for $$ & fame. Hee hee pvp! Yeahh I suck at PVP, but it get you a little excited. GOD I'M SLEEPY! Sorry if I didn't make any sense... *lafs* BYE! One more thing, I passed all my classes....
June 19th, 2001 True Self Quiz
I did some quiz that tells you who u really are... hah............! this is what i got.
My priorities in life is: Pride, Money,
Career, Family and Love
My personality: friendly,homie/Personality of my partner:cuddly, cute/personality of enemies: annoying/Idea of Sex: alright/keeps u up/My life: fresh
Someone you will never forget-Diana/Someone you consider your true friend-myself/Someone that you really love-Peter/Your twin soul-Hoa/Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life-Annie
Is this Shiet weird of what!!! You can try it urself.......
PERSONALITY TEST,A Warning! Answer the questions as you go along..
Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference.
a) cow
b) tiger
c) sheep
d) horse
e) pig
Write a word to describe each one of the following.
a)dog
c)cat
c)rat
d)coffee
e)sea
List people that are important to you. Name just one person for each colour.(do not repeat same person)
Yellow
Orange
Red
White
Green
This will define your priorities in your life.
Cow: signifies CAREER/
Tiger Signifies PRIDE/
Sheep Signifies LOVE/
Horse Signifies FAMILY/
Pig Signifies MONEY.
Your description of dog implies YOUR OWN PERSONALITY.
Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner./
Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies./
Your description of coffee is how you interpret SEX./
Your description of the Sea implies your own life.
Yellow: Someone you will never forget/
Orange Someone you consider your true friend./
Red Someone that you really love/
White Your twin soul/
Green Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life.
OKAY no more of this shiet!! sorry me got carried away!
May 29th, 2001 Wonders..
Tell me what to do when u're kinda with someone but in the other hand u still think of another person? Well, this isn't really a diary if I'm allowing all you to read it.. or maybe i'm just not ready to say exactly what i think/feel. Well I haven't been on UO as much as usually, hasn't been fun i guess. Well exams are coming soon and i should be starting to study my ass off :( Yesterday my soccer team won silver at tournament! It was raining and cold!! but we still made it through. Life = Weird.
May 17, 2001 School/Guilds
A guy at school asked me out like a week ago. We're in one class together.. I thought I liked him cause he was funny and smart.. but then i realized i didn't when I knew he liked me.. I personally think it was too fast.. and I didn't really feel anything special with him.. my heart didn't skip or anything.. I told him I don't know and been avoiding him since now. Today he asked what was going on with the both of us and I told him that I wasn't ready for a relationship.. and he said he understood. I joined Clan Blood today with Utada and I'm expecting some fun out of it, I aslo joined the guild SLC with Gwen; just something to do I guess.. My brother's account's suspention has been over so i can get on my smith! yippie!
May 9th, 2001 Soccer Game
Today my school had a soccer game agaist Central Peel and of course we won 3-2 (I think). Well I got put on in the starting of the first half for left mid, then takin off. I had asked my god bro (Steven) to come watch the game and he had came during the 2nd half of the game so he didn't get to watch me play :( I asked my coach if i was going to get put on during the 2nd half and he said yes.. but the game fucken ended... I know I should be happy that my school won.. and we might end up on the playoffs but I was pissed.. I would of just played for 5mins for the 2nd half then play at all for tomorrow's game. I don't know whether I'm mad at myself for not being "good" enough or my coach for not putting me on. Another shiet is, it's my ex's birthday tomorrow and he invited me, like yeah right I'm going. For those people that know about Asclepius.. well things are bad and I think he's quitting uo to go to eq and asked me to join him. I told him that, if I was to ever leave Ultima Online, it was because I got better shiet in life to do, other then that I'll be wasting my pathetic fucken life on the fucken game. As you may tell, I am some what pissed or.. worthless? no that sounds too bad. Maybe i'm starting to care for once.. starting to give a fuck about something.. yay? It's all about the soccer issue that's getting me upset.. and then the Ascl leaving.. additional..
May 3rd, 2001 Nothing Really
Okay, I don't update much.. so.. don't get angry with me >:/ The days are getting hot and summer's coming real soon. I know this is off the topic and shiet.. but I like crunching on ice!! Hm.. I wonder if I did anything weird today.. Oh yeah! This morning I was almost late for my gym class which is first period. I left my bag in the change room and SOMEONE STOLE MY MONEY! Stupid fucken dumb girls... jeez! Well, when lunch came I borrowed money off Falisa :) That's what she's useful for :) j/k
April 16, 2001 Joined Faction
First day of faction got rez killed enough times.. How lame and pathetic some people are. SL retards: Deuce and Jenny, I'm sure there will be lots more.. Poor excuses.. to get points.. The only reason they drobe is because they can't kill worth shiet!
Well, I'm just tellin you what I think :)
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