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This page shall be a reflection of self. Self meaning the inner-self. The side that many of us hide from the outside world. The self that ultimately has the final say in what you do, how you think, how you believe, etc., regardless of outside influence. Upon viewing this page, you should come to a realization. Now this realization can come in a variety of ways and/or magnitudes, meaning it can be a life-altering event, or something that makes you stop and think for a second. Now since this will be talking about self, and without taking any scientifical research or survey of individuals, we will see self from one's perspective. One being the creator of this page. Now, lets begin.

End of Childhood	"Fun while it lasts"	Real World

Soft to the Touch	Wise Up	Lucky In Love
Most guys won`t admit it But I`m on that romantic tip Like bringing you a single red rose Just because it made me think of you A soft kiss goodbye A soft hug hello Some may say I`m sweatin` you I just don`t want to let you go The sight of you makes my day Without you, there`s no me Some girls can`t take it But I want them anyway What do you really want? A guy who would embrace you in his arms While he gazes into your beautiful eyes Saying what you want to hear Everyday is a surprise Don`t see him too much Feels like you don`t see him enough But when you do see him Letting him leave is tough Or do you want a guy who doesn`t care Pushes up on other girls when you`re not there Never talking about nothing, he just there Don`t make you feel special, that`s how you`re supposed to feel Always complaining about what he did Instead of bragging about what he did Is that what you want? Girl, you askin` for too much But if you were with me, it would always feel soft to the touch	BASED ON A TRUE STORY Questions unanswered, opportunities missed Are these the reasons that make me feel like this? I knew I should`ve got out much earlier in the game Yet I stayed to see if things would change But they stayed the same Doing things unlike myself, I know I`m better than that Still, the mystery of it all made me wonder about that I had people sayin` "You`re crazy, what`s wrong wit` you?" Had me feeling like I was under a spell of voodoo The only reason I could think of is that its new to me I`m not used to being in this position, I`m used to them being me And as a person who hates to lose, it`s hard as hell to take this "L" While I keep trying and trying, for them it`s like "oh well" It`s aight though, one day they gon` see the light And realize that what they had, was really just right As for now I`m stoppin` my pressin`, putting an end to second-guessing And take this particular loss as a heart-felt lesson	Yeah, in that zone again. Excuse me while I vent About this feeling, this state of mind, this inspiration, this downfall Something so unique to many, yet experinced by all Something that can bring tears to the strongest of eyes Something that is followed by or used after many goodbyes The creator of songs, relationships The cause of sadness, joy It's crazy what 4 letters can do between You and I So many experience its good side, So many experience its evil side But what about those who don't even know what it looks like? It appears unrecognizable, it's presence unknown, it's soft touch never experienced Notice I say experience, that's truly what it is, to know it is to live thru it To know its smell, taste, touch, sound. Its Power. They say you haven't lived until you've been in it We are among many of the walking-dead They too say that it's the hardest thing in the world to go in and out of As if best to stay away If Pain is Love, why have so many seen one and not the other? But even without living it, those un-loved still know of her. Yeah I said "her" She invites you to her warm sensations, arouses your extremities Unlocks hidden passages with her presence that is key I suppose to know Pain is to know Love Well, be Lucky to be in Love.

This piece right here was one i wrote on 11/5/03, yea all material is copyrighted. State of mind: weary of those around me

Trapped:

Feels like i'm trapped in a box with no sides giving off the illusion that a way out is in fact that simple yet the closer you mentally see yourself getting closer to your exit reality sets in that you're still trapped in that box you think of every way out you can imagine you use trickery, deceit, love, and affection all to no avail this spot, right here, right now, appears destined failure to escape this world you despise causes your soul to turn cold thus leaving you thoughtless, heartless, lifeless we all are amongst the living dead this infamous mentality seeps through your pores escaping your mind and appearing in your actions leaving the masses with mixed reactions, feelings, mindsets each with their own opinion yet what they do not ponder in their reserved thinking: if one can appear in so many different forms, yet be of the same body and mind, imagine what that can do that one's soul THIS RIGHT HERE...IT IS WHAT IT IS MAN. I`m the age of a young man, with the thoughts of my Sr.// actions of a troubled youth, and words of a thinker// moods and mentalities that can change like the weather, still left with emotions colder than the coldest winter ever// funny how two eyes could open to see so much, yet still confused on what it is that gives the mind a rush// set in my ways ever since I was a young lad, took 21 years to finally see what I had// how my thoughts were different, my visions, my words, my actions// how I had the gift to give and spread satisfaction// Now my words my go on and on and on, but thats just cause my mind works extra from nite till morn`// Still inside i`ll never change, you`ll like or love what you see// And nah I aint the best, but theres NO ONE Above ME 100 Degrees Im sitting here hot In all senses and desires Heat from the room, halfway Meets my heat from within The fact I'm broke makes me hot Things I see make me hot Thoughts that run rampid then grow stale Make me hot Failed plans get me hot Empty words make me hot Say one thing, do another, After the fact type people make me hot My past makes me hot My future makes me hot Closed-minds make me hot Reckless minds and actions make me hot Progress stopped by bs, over and over And over Makes me hot As the ink dries on the tree My whole mind is hot Decisions that I made get me beyond being hot Idiots make me hot Kiss-asses make me hot Why you in my face, with bs theories You thinking is making me hot When I'm hot I get tired And now I'm sweating bullets Tired physically and mentally Must find my path and chill But when I get it and I got it, Will I still be hot? Sure will

And for those that dont know.... Whats goin on wit ya. The name is SneaK a.k.a Rome. I lay my head in Da Field, New Jeruz (Plainfield, NJ for you slow minded individuals). Been on the block for 21 yrs and counting, no seeds, school full time, work damn near full time, no girls and no woman, and overall just a laid back, chill, take it as it come kind of guy. Not going to get into the inner thoughts just yet, but trust you can come thru the spot and enjoy ya self if this ya type of thing. If its not, fine, I cost you nothing, pay me no mind.

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