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"Everything Inside Of You"

I wanna show you all the love I've been hiding inside
I want our hearts to finally be unified
I want to lay on top of you and feel your heart beat with mine
And stare into your eyes until I loose track of time
I wanna feel your warm breath down the back of my neck
Have a variation of passionate kisses ending with a sweet peck
I wanna feel your arms embrace my body the whole night through
I want your eyes to shout out "I LOVE YOU"
I want to break all the rules tonight and just let our bodies flow
And when we're done we won't have to say "I love you" cause we'll already know
I want to feel your energy running through my soul
I wanna know for sure you got my love under control
I want to experience life in a whole new light
I want to see a piece of heaven in your eyes tonight
After you touch my soul I want to wish on the brightest star
I want to know that no matter what my heart will always be where you are
I want to show you that we share something special and rare
I want you to feel all of my loving care
I want to feel passion like I never knew
I just want everything inside of you

"Feels Like Love"
5-16-2000

We've been together for pretty long
And everday you help me remain strong
You give me a reason to keep up the fight
You have a magical touch that makes everything alright
When you stare into my eyes you somehow touch deep in my soul
You put my heart back in place and get my life under control
It amazes me how you could make me happy everyday of my life
And how you make me believe in living afrer being buried in strife
You make me believe in miracles and that dreams do come true
Whenever I'm upset I just reach out and turn to you
And you make my crying heart turn into a smile
Its because of your love, I believe my life is worth the while
I can do the impossible with you by my side
As long as I have your love I'll never have to hide
I can touch the highest star in the sparkling skies
I can see heaven and earth in your beautiful eyes
I feel hope in your touches and your kiss
I know that your the answer to my every wish
This feels like love but if it not, then its a start
Thank you so much for blessing me with your heart

"Look Into Your Eyes"
5-16-2000

I need to look into your eyes once more
And find your soul to search and explore
I wanna find out how you feel deep inside
Find out all the reason why you've been hurt and why you ctied
I need to know what you want in this life
And help your crawl out of all your strife
I wanna find out about your history in love
So I can be the one to give you everything you dream of
I need to know how I can answer your every wish
And how I can fill that empty feeling of the things you miss
I wanna know how I can change our past
And if your ever gonna let me in once more to try and make it last
I'm dying without you so please help me somehow
Let me find the answers to your heart now
If I could find out exactly what you need, I would give it to you
If ever you need someone to confide in, you know I'll help you through
So please let me find out why out love had to end
Because I think I can be your everything, your lover and your friend
I need to be back in your heart soon before my heart dies
So tonite let me find out the answers let me look into your eyes

"Plead For Forgiveness"

When will all this pain just go away
I can't take it every second of everyday
I need to escape but there's just no way out
Why am I here anyway, what is life all about
I wish I could escape myself, I actually need to
I gotta look at me from the outside and find what I need to do
To make myself 'good' in the eyes of God
I take something so difficult, something so hard
How can I possibly be looked upon as good in the eyes
of The King Of Life
I can't do good for others when I'm knee deep in my own strife
I try to take my stand and be positive, but I fall
My knees weaken and my body crumbles before I can give it my all
I push a little harder, believe me Lord, I try
But I don't understand why you give me water when my throat is dry
i deceive you in so many ways, I know I do
I'm so oftenly a liar when i need to be true
I praise you to the highest but not all the time
There's so many troubles that run through my mind
Your the one who took the one I love so why should I love you
But God, Your also the one that blessed me with them too
In the bible it states an eye for an eye
Yet if someone deceives me and I do it back my soul will burn and die
And I do some things that are probably wrong
But you say I'm forgiven and then to remain strong
God I'm sorry, I am truly deep in my heart
But why do you always give me another start?
You don't have to, you've already given me your love
I'm gonna try my hardest to get to your Kingdom above
But I feel like a failure to the lord and I don't know why
I don't have all the answers yet ... maybe I will when I die
God I swear I will never doubt you
I just have so many questions about you
But can you really blame me...living in this crazy world
Just look around, I'm like a lost little girl
Looking for a way out or maybe I'm looking for the way in
I'm loosing, I'm dying, God I need to win
I've gotta find the answers, I need to know
But no matter what I'll never let you go
There's so many times I ask how could there really be a God
But its only because you are so great, please
understand, its not that hard
People telling me all different things trying to play
with my head
I feel like at this point, I'll never get ahead
God you have so much in this world for me
There's so much I wanna do for you, so much I wanna be
I just want to be everything to you, your shinning star
I'll do anything just to be where you are
But I never saved a life or done anything to deserve etenal bliss
So why God, do you still want to give me all this happiness
I feel greedy taking everything you have to offer to me
Your the greatest, how can you forgive, its a mystery
Everyday I'm gonna try to give you the best
Every single night I'm gonna stand up to the test
God when I was born you said I was ready, but is it true?
I feel like I can't accomplish everything you want me to
I love you and I want to follow you if you'll give me the chance, please
God forgive me for all my wrongs, I'm down on both knees
This is my plead for forgiveness and I hope you accept
But if you don't, its OK, its what I expect

"Eventually"

From the first day I saw your sparkling eyes
My body tingled and suddenly I was mesmerized
My heart started to beat a little faster then before
And I knew right away I never wanted anyone more
I was dreaming of you and now you've come true
I don't really know why, but I was falling in love with you
I pictured you embracing me with your hands around my waist
Envisioning your sweet kisses that I pray I'd soon taste
I'd look at you and just get lost in thought
You'll never know how much happiness your smiles brought
From across the room I'd try to get a glimpse of your face
With my eyes, your body I would trace
I just wanted to know more about the person that you are
I wished and prayed for your love on every shinning star
I needed to have you in my life someway, somehow
And I didn't think I could wait, I wanted you 'now'
Days passed and soon turned into weeks
And still everytime I saw you I'd get red in the cheeks
My heart would drop when I saw you pass by
I'd probably die if you ever said hi
When we would make eye contact my heart would go boom boom boom
Even though you were all the way across the room
Time passed by so quickly and I was still obsessed with you
Everyday I got to see your face, and baby, it just helped me through
If I knew where you were, I'd run to get a quick look
I can't believe all the time and precaution I took
I wanted to look perfect everytime you saw me
I needed to make the right moves so you would adore me
Well weeks passed us by and so did the months of the year
And every single night I still wanted to hold you near
Nights passing so slowly sitting lonely under the moon
Then came the time I realized I needed to talk to you soon
I knew if we didn't talk soon I might never talk to you at all
But there was no way I'd ever give you a call
It scared me to think that I may never see you again
So I found out a way to hold on to you from a friend
I knew I really needed to keep in touch
I needed to always know you 'cause I loved you so much
Somehow I got the courage to talk to you one night
And to my surprise everything turned out to be all right
We kept in touch and we became pretty good friends
I guess God didn't want my love for you to end
So I continued to like you and we got really close
Your really the one I needed the most
We'd talk about anything for hours on the phone
You made me realize that I didn't love alone
My love for you was still going but it wasn't that strong
You became only a good friend and that was so wrong
We got a little closer and I guess your fell for me too
Because you asked me out but it didn't seem true
Somehow the wrong words came out and I said no
For some reason my true feelings just wouldn't show
Maybe I was scared of falling for you again
Or possibly I was scared because you made such a good friend
We still kept in touch and after time I started to fall back for you
But after what we went through, I didn't know what to do
I knew I needed you back but how could I tell you this
How would I let you know I still desired your kiss
After I treated you so wrong I never expected you back
I was so scared that I threw my life off track
I sat alone at night thinking of all my mistakes
And decided that I'd get you back no matter what it takes
I'll never forget how you accepted me back as if nothing was wrong
After feeling weak everynight you suddenly made my heart strong
You still liked me, maybe a little more then before
Its another thing about you that I simply adore
The nights we spent together will always stay in my heart
I'll cherish them even if we have to part
I still can't believe that I was in your precious embrace
And I got to feel your soft lips on my body and face
I still remember dreaming of you every night and day
But I truly never expected you to feel this way
Now my heart jumps when you say I'm attractive in your eyes
I never knew half these things would happen, its such a big surprise
You really mean a lot to me even if I don't let if show through
And you've helped me realize dreams eventually do come true

"In Love With A Lie"
June 3, 2000

I think I was falling in love with a whole bunch of lies
How couldn't I see the evil in your eyes
I guess evil must look like passion cause I got confused
Now my heart is so broken, and my whole bodys abused
But you were so sweet, well you seemed sweet anyway
I didn't think that you'd ever turn out this way
I feel like going back to the days when you made me feel right
I can't get the memories off my mind when I lay down at night
You were so good to me, I thought you gave me everything I'd need
But instead you left my heart on the ground to bleed and bleed
Your were telling me lies, but I had so many good reasons to believe
Now I'm left alone at night to sit here and grieve
I want you back so badly and I don't even know why
Our whole relationship was just based on lie after lie
You looked into my innocent eyes and just lied to me over and again
I wish I would have known that those sweet words where lies, back then
Maybe then I wouldn't be as hurt as I am tonite
Long ago I could have make these wrongs right
Its gonna take a lot of time for me to trust anyone now
You've changed my warm heart into a cold one somehow
But still after everything that happened, and everything you said
After I realize they were just lies and that you played with my head
I still want to own your heart, and I still want to give you my care
I still want to be the one for you and so I'm still gonna be there
You got me to fall for you so fastly, but I fell for a lie
Maybe thats why we're not together, love like that is supposed to die
But I am still sitting here thinking of ways to bring you back to me
I'm wondering if your still, in some weird way, my true DesTiny
I still want to be yours, I want you to be all mine
But I'm doing okay without you, actually i am just fine
But you got me hooked on you and baby I don;t know why
OMG I just realized...I am in love with a lie!

"Look At Me With Your Heart"
June 2, 2000

You looked at me with your heart for a change
And through my body you could feel all my pain
You saw how much love I held for you inside
Now you know how much you hurt me everytime you lied
I needed you so many times and you left me in the cold
I lost my heart to you, somehow its been sold
But now as you look at me, with your heart and not your eyes
You see I truly love you and you begin to realize
Maybe what we feel is love and maybe you shouldn't leave
Because I know for sure its love and I'll give you a million reasons to believe
We share something special something so much greater then all the rest
We won't only stand up to it, our love would ace the test
If you keep searching in my heart you'll find yourself there
Along with a million reasons why you'll always have my care
Never doubt this love because baby its just too strong
Something this beautiful simply can't be wrong
We've been through it all together the smiles and the tears
We've conquered everything in our way, even our greatest fears
So go ahead and look into my heart once more
Then look me in the eyes and kiss me like you've never kissed before
And if we feel the passion and can't control the desire
Then we'll know that no one could ever take us higher
But if you look in my heart and still decide to leave me behind
Just remember you'll always be in my heart and forever on my mind
...Steve...

"Take My Breath Away"
May 29, 2000

Every kiss you give me, just takes my breath away
I wish I could be with you forever and a day
I love to look over and see your eyes staring back at me
And feel your arms holding me so tenderly
I sit there in amazement because I don't believe its true
Its like I went to God and asked him for an answer and he sent me you
And I couldn't feel more blessed then I do now
In your arms I have more happiness then God should allow
I feel so right and just perfectly secure
With your arms around me, I could never ask for me
When you kiss me a smile just brightens my face
And I seem to drift off to this magical place
A place where all my dreams are coming true
A place where I spend my whole life with you
You make me realize so much and you make me believe
Your arms is the place I never want to leave
I hope you hold me until my last breathe on my last day
Just hold me forever, cause baby, you take my breath away
...Steve...

"Who's It Gonna Be"

Your gonna have to choose because I can't wait
And I hope you make up your mind before it gets too late
I'm not gonna wait forever for you to make up your mind
Because if your not the one for me then I have someone else to find
Its me or her, you can't have the two
I'm sorry babe, but I'm not sharing you
Right now I'm ready to give you all my care
So are you ready to give me your love cause I'm not gonna share
I want your heart to be all mine
At night I want to be the only one on your mind
When you close your eyes, I want my face to be the only one you see
I want your whole heart to belong to me
If your not willing to give up your heart right now
Then let me know, because sharing is something I can't allow
Its okay if you don't wanna be with me, then just let me know
But if you do then your gonna have to let your other girl go
And if your not gonna get rid of her the get rid of me
Because leading me on is just leading me into misery
So please make up your mind...who's it gonna be
Your girl...or is it gonna be me?
...Steve...

"Sweet Lies"
May 30, 2000

The other nite you pulled me close and looked into my eyes
You touch my face so gently and then told me sweet lies
You told me I was attractive and you wanted to be with me
Then you'd hold me a little closer and kiss me so sweetly
Everything you said I found a reason to believe
Little did my heart know, you'd soon leave
Maybe you just wanted me for a night or two
I just can't believe that I actually thought you were true
My heart must be really weak because so oftenly it will loose
It just gives itself away and I don't get to choose
I thought you were so much better then the rest
Well your just a better liar, maybe even the best
You got me to fall for you with a couple words and a kiss
I don't even know why your gonna be someone I miss
I should hate you for what you put me through, but I don't
I should walk always and leave you behind, but I won't
I'm trying to pick up my heart that you threw on the ground
I feel like I can't ever escape you, your always there when I turn around
Why did you have to tell me so many lies, all I wanted was your heart
Everytime we get a little closer something tears us apart
But how do you turn to me and look me in the eyes
And so innocently, tell me your sweet lies??
..Steve...

"Should I Still Love You"

I sit here and ask myself should I still love you
Should I still care after everything you put me through
I can't take these on again off again relationships
I don't even know if you speak truth from those lips
I would love to believe what you say because it sounds so good
I wanna trust you so badly but I don't know if I should
Because you've lied to me in the past but could you change
Are you sure your gonna be truthful and not cause more pain
Cause I'm dying to be with you deep inside my heart
But I keep stopping this feeling cause I'm scared to start
I don't wanna start loving you if your not gonna love me too
I can't be hurt again, I can't be hurt from you
And I can't make you love me no matter how hard I try
And if you don't, I'm not looking for excuses because it doesn't matter why
I just want to know if I should keep loving you anymore
If I do, do you promise to make me feel secure?
Because I've said it once and I'll say it again, my heart is not strong
So don't lead me to your heart, if you know the path is wrong
I'm not sure how much more pain this heart of mine could take
So answer this question before I make another mistake
Will you give me all the love I need to keep my satisfied
Should I still love you or give up and say at least I tried
I need to know now if your gonna love me and its OK if you won't
Because you can't force yourself to love someone you don't
...Sam...

"I'll Never Get Over You"
June 2, 2000

I just can't get over you no matter how hard I try
You forever own my heart no matter how many tears you make me cry
Because the cries make me stronger somehow in the end
I realize I need you as so much more then a friend
You mean so much to me and you've really changed my life somehow
I tried to get over you but its impossible and I realize that now
I can tell myself I don't love you but it would just be a lie
And it will weigh on my heart forever because love is something you can't deny
I fought the feeling for so long but I just gave up the fight
Because you are still the last one I see before I fall asleep at night
So why should I try to hide this love I feel for you
No matter how deep I bury it, somehow it'll find its way through
Its a feeling I can't keep to myself anymore
Everytime I talk to you, I love you a little more
I fell in love with you so long ago and its something I didn't intend to do
But my heart communicated to yours and wants to be more then a friend to you
This feeling inside just comes bursting through each time we talk at nite
So why should I try to ignore it, isn't it a useless fight?
My heart was given to you so long ago
And I'm never gonna take it back, Cause I'm never gonna let you go
No matter what happens, no matter what you put me through
I've come to realize...I'll never get over you

"This Day Was Made In Heaven"

You've changed my life in so many differant ways
I loved you more as our love drifted through the days
I found so many reasons why you could make me smile
I knew that as long as you loved me. my life would be worth the while
You made my world seem so beautiful and sweet
I couldn't help it, you made my whole life complete
I couldn't believe how much you changed this life of mine
Everytime you kissed me you sent chills down my spine
I couldn't picture life without you by my side
You kept me healthy and kept my heart purified
Everyday I'd wake up with a smile on my face just for you
My day couldn't be bad cause no matter what happened you'd help me through
For such a long time my life was so great, life was too kind
I couldn't get this amazing love off my mind
This feeling was just too good to be true
And then one day I woke up and I realized I was loosing you
I couldn't deal with it, I couldn't handle the pain
Baby, didn't you know without you..I'd go insane?
I could actually feel the emptiness in my heart and soul
When you walked out of my life I lost total control
I couldn't believe it and baby I just couldn't deal
How oculd you loose all the love, how could you loose what you feel
For so long you felt like this magical dream that somehow came true
But then I woke up and I was loosing you
My heart was broken and I thought I couldn't move on
But I prayed every night that somehow I'd remain strong
I wished that you'd come back, and save me, on every star
I kept praying that your love wasn't gonna be too far
Then one day my wishes came true and I can't believe it now
You came back in my life and I don't know how
But we held hands and the love we once had came back
You completed me again, you filled me up with everything I lack
I guess you felt all my love in my touch
I am so happy your back...I love you so much
Everything just seems perfect now that your hear with me
This day was made in heaven, and your my Destiny

"Love You Can't Resist"
June 7, 2000

I met you and my heart was yours right away
You changed me when you walked into my life that day
I knew my heart would be yours for so long
You make me feel so right, you made me feel so strong
I couldn't think of a better place to be then in your hands
I never knew what love was but you made me understand
When you held me in your arms I begin to realize
I think I know what love is, I think you opened my eyes
There's so much I want to tell you, so much I'd love to say
You've changed me and my whole life in some strange way
I want to say I love you but I can't right now
Because everytime we get a little closer I loose you somehow
You lead me on so much and then just leave
Why do you have to tell me lies that are so easy to believe
Don't you know by now how weak my heart is sweetie
It needs love, it needs care...so give to the needy
I need you to love me and me alone
I've already gave my heart to you, my soul you already own
So don't leave me for some other girl cause she won't love you like I do
Don't leave me because its getting hard, baby I know we can make it through
Don't cry for me like I cry for you because we can make it end
Don't shed no more tears, lets be lovers instead of just friends
We are perfect for eachother, if we weren't it wouldn't of lasted this long
We're made for eachother, and it even says so in our song
So I wanna know if your ready to give me all you got inside
I'm wanna know if your willing to make up for all the tears I've cried
All you gotta do to erase all the hurt is my heart is say you love me
Come back and let me know you'll never put another girl above me
Let me know you'll love me forever and you'll never leave my side
Kiss me and let me feel the truth and I'll forget all the times you've lied
Just hold me again and just never let me go this time
Cause if I feel your arms around me again, I'm gonna make you mine
So if your gonna come back you'll never be able to leave again
If you come back to me I'm gonna make you want to be so much more then a friend
I'll give you the love that your heart could never resist
I'll fill your heart up with every bit of love that you've ever missed

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