all alone inside

this feeling is persistant

it won't subside

It's eating at me

it's tearing at my soul

my hands steady tremble

how I feel so cold

No warming touch

no gentle hand

emptiness surrounding

all alone I stand

Standing by myself

pushing everyone away

it eases the pain

that hurts everyday

Hiding the damage

not facing what's real

trying to hide

what I really feel

How long can this continue

I'm really not sure

one thing's for certain

it's not much more

What am I doing

where do I fit in

I can't help but wonder