Mood: hug me
Now Playing: white noise cd for tinnitus
Topic: Growth Charts
how can someone who feels so bad, who harbors so much anger and resentment, who clearly has zero future - how can he maintain normalcy, day in day out? some wise sage once said "what's the point?" and indeed there is not one, ever. life is a big stall tactic, delaying the ultimate goal: death. anticipating great things to happen very soon. NOT. worked deep and hard and fully to reach the destination: an empty field, with dead trees, rotting grass and rock hard dirt. there is a fence around it, but everyone and anyone has trampled it for trespassing purposes. i am sitting exactly in the middle of this field; at least i am not ordered to stand up straight. in fact, methinks i shall lay me down. stretch my aching back, stare up at the cloud formations. and ride away from here once and for all.