I Reminisce Of All The Happiness That Once Was
Tears Of Joy Turned To Tears Of Sorrow
Once I Wished I Had More Out Of Life
Complicated On Why I Can't Get Rid Of The PainThat Mind Of Mine
When The Silence Echoes Off The Empty Walls That Surround Me
I Wonder Where The Familiar Sounds Went
And Search How This All Came To Be
To Make A Faint Attempt To Find What Is Lost
Remembering When We Sat Out Under The Stars
Knowing How Much You Loved Me Then... And Now Is Nomore Than A Afterthought
A Memory In the Corner Of The Faded Past
The Sound Of Your Voice Laughing Changing To My Own Voice Crying
The Miserable Feeling I Get When I Hear Our Song Play
Finding It Useless To Block Out The Familiar Words That Linger In My Mind
Not Knowing I Had Everything I Needed
Realizing More & More I Am Nothing
Nothing At All With Out You
You Can't See Why I Can't Go On
When Clearly I Still Love You And You Know It
That Mind Of Mine Is Forcing Me To Feel The Loss In My Heart
In the darkness I fail to see the light
Abused, used, battered, and bruised by my own damn self
Worrying and wondering what I did to deserve this
Further down the tunnels of my Love for you
I find you b4 you met them...they who forever changed you
I will only know you then and never more
For we have driven different paths
And throughout my life I will wonder why I didn't cut across
To seek out and invade what could've been
A natural selection to divert us away
A busy life, no time for now
I etched marks of Love for you into my soul
Never to cry out again how I feel
You don't see my pain, I guess its true
I just don't understand you, your choice, your direction
I forget sometimes that we are so far apart
I'll wake up beside you in dream
You'll caress my skin and peer into my eyes and speak
Telling me it was all a dream, but that was just a fallacy
Awaken I do, without you over and over
A wave of excitement, I had so much endurance
I've been weakwilled for so long from the pain
the wave is crashing now...throwing me ashore
I can't breath...I'm drowning..so cold now
I've been washedout and am nomore.
