I can still remember the day I met you
Your smile was as big as the sunset
I can still hear your voice in my mind
I can still remember how cute you were when you apologized for a silly thing
I can still feel your touch when we first shook hands
The way you walked out of the restaurant just to ask me when you could call me
I can still remember the first time you called me
I can still feel the awakening of millions of butterflies that lie dormant in my tummy
They only seemed to wake up when I thought of you
I can still feel myself wearing your jacket on a cold April night
I can still smell your cologne, strong, all over you
I can still feel your hugs
Tight, but still felt like you cared
All of this was but a dream
And this I found out.
I can still remember waiting by the phone
I can still remember thinking of a million excuses why you didn't call
Trying to confort myself into thinking that it was nothing personal
I can still remember calling you and talking for hours
You seemed to care about me, and asked me how I was
But I still remember some of the excuses you made for not calling
"I thought you'd be busy"
"I lost your number"
"I wanted to call, but it was too late"
I can still remember the last time we saw eachother
I can still feel horrible about my friends being rude
I don't remember, though, the last time we said goodbye
But maybe that's because we never did.
But for now.....
I will always remember this crush as fun, but stressful.