Welcome to The House Of Gimp!
So its time to update? So quickly the days go by and no one notices. It seems like yesterday i lost her. it seems an eternity until i will see her again. Sitting waiting as the child grows ... will she love or will she hate. I tell all my friends that there is no problem, no issue, no pain that cant be lessend by friendship. I am lying through my teeth. There are several ... if you dont know what they are then i envy you my friend, i would rip the souls from a thousand screaming victims to not have the knowlege i do.
The universe has a quircky sense of humor, ie, its an asshole. As soon as i can see the sun sparkling out of the horizen, another cloud appears to quickly block its warmth, and let its rain furry upon me. I do not think i deserve this ... i am by no means a good person, the same hate, anger and fear dwells in my heart as any other, i do not deny or igonore it, i simply accept it and move on. In accepting it i feel as though i lose a part of myself though, as if to make room. I wonder how much more of me is left.
I am sorry to those of you who may resort to this site as a break for humor from the collection of minutes we call our lives, but this is what i have to say, and this is what i am.
~Cqwense
-" I am convinced that there are genuine and valid levels of perception available with cannabis (and probably with other drugs) which are, through the defects of our society and our educational system, unavailable to us without such drugs. Such a remark applies not only to self-awareness and to intellectual pursuits, but also to perceptions of real people, a vastly enhanced sensitivity to facial expression, intonations, and choice of words which sometimes yields a rapport so close it's as if two people are reading each other's minds."
-" I am convinced that there are genuine and valid levels of perception available with cannabis (and probably with other drugs) which are, through the defects of our society and our educational system, unavailable to us without such drugs. Such a remark applies not only to self-awareness and to intellectual pursuits, but also to perceptions of real people, a vastly enhanced sensitivity to facial expression, intonations, and choice of words which sometimes yields a rapport so close it's as if two people are reading each other's minds."
- Carl Sagan in "Marijuana Reconsidered"