1-24-2006
Clouded skies blanket my path
Rain forever falling on my shoulders
Days of light only in memories
Memories that only make it darker
Time rushing by while living it
An eternity when recalling it
To be so happy in the moment
And so empty in the memory
Mistakes made not watching my step
Now wishing for only steps back
Forced myself into a future with regret
Found myself a heart full of sadness
Mistreated the one I loved
I was loving scared
Too worried to hear my heart
Now no beat to listen to
Baby all I can say is sorry
A sorry that came a lifetime too late
The wounds already healed by another aid
No one to face but myself
Now only saying hello to tears
Flooding the pillow while saying goodnight
Dreaming of a time already gone
Willing to give anything to make them real
I'm sorry
I love you