Well, it's not often that I do this, and it's even rarer that I update this. But this is a special occasion. I probably won't update this again for awhile....a long while. So I'm dedicating this to Little Guy, who's gone to a better place now. Little Guy's gonna cry now. I'm going to miss the little bugger....but I'll always have a little piece of him.....or the tool case I forgot to give back. This one's for you Guy. For those about to bounce, we salute you. We will meet again...and your cheeze-its will be waiting.


"Asassination is the highest form of public service" Chuin, Master of Sinanju"







Am I Inside (selection)
Loneliness follows me
Quicker than darkness crawls, to the surface of my skin
Visibly surrounded by it
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels
To be free
Surrounded by empty souls
Artificial courage used, and because so once was mine
I walk this maze alone
The man's beside himself
Man's below himself
Man's behind himself
Am I inside my self
Chaos and hate shadow me
Missing better half of me Love Song Love song take one
I can't see you, I can't feel you, I can't I can't
Wash my face, cut out my teeth and tell me to grin
Right Turn
Inside, always tryin' to get back inside
But it's so hard to penetrate pig-thick skin
I'm 'bout as low as I can get
I'd leave but I can't forget
Still I wonder why it ain't right
She's 'bout a slow as she can get
She'd leave me but she won't forget
And she wonders why it ain't right
Now we're as low as we can get
Can't leave and can't forget
We ain't right
It's hard to believe some body tricked you
When you can see you were only high
It's all up to you so you gamble
Flat on your face and into the fire