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Wednesday 4 August 1999

I've actually been busy today. Wow. I thought I'd remind lots of people that I had sent them an email and it was only polite to reply to me. I mean I like receiving emails!! It's my job. It's great!! Apart from the fact that the majority of emails I receive at the moment are either personal ones or just general ones from the rest of the company! We had a company meeting this morning. Dum Dum Dum (it doens't look as good on the screen as it did in my head.) It's supposed to be the trajic music that you hear whenever something exciting or scary is about to happen on a film. Well, yesterday they made 4 or 5 people redundant. Which was scary. One of them was the really nice girl on reception. What have I joined? Apparently their section hasn't been very profitable of late and they need to cut costs. That was the other thing. They're cutting costs. But apparently there is a solid base to this company, and alledgedly it wont be long before they start spending on training and recruitment and conferences again. I was there in the meeting thinking do I make a quick exit or do I strugle along the tidal wave and let it run it's course? Running out on a company you've just joined is not a good idea, according to the sensible side of my head. Firstly it means you have to find another job and secondly it doensn't look very good on a CV. I even considered the word temping whilst in this meeting and then I remembered my fear of change and decided that if I couldn't cope with a full time permanent (until they fire you) job which I'd just started how was I going to deal with changing jobs willy nilly? Ah well, I guess it's the tidal wave then. Watch me surf!!

I was thinking on my way into work today what I was saying about Andrew Abbey being like a role model for me. I guess it was just because he was really clever and he always beat me at computer games. I just used to wish I could beat him at something, but hey now Australia, it's a losing battle. My other role model from childhood has to be Dakshina. I mean this girl used to drink my rosehip juice when I was little, so I guess somewhere in my rosehip juice deficiency I didn't quite make the grades at school that she did. I used to get told Dakshina this and Dakshina that a lot and was totaly jealous of her successes, but hey jealousy never got me anywhere. Apparently she studied hard. I was supposed to look up to her becase she was older and wiser than me, so in that way she was a great role model. In some ways I think it's a bit tough on me trying to catch up with all these brains, but hey it was worth a try. Dakshina now has her PhD and has set up her own law company. I have visions of it being like Ally McBeal, but I haven't seen her in so long that I have no idea what it's like.

People with talent. Now that was what really annoyed me as a child. All these people who could sing and play piano and my mum was there saying how talented they were. Of course, I could have been talented too had I been bothered to practice my piano, and get further than grade 1. I guess I'm getting to appreciate talented people more these days. It's just a case of still trying to find out what my talent is.

Well that was what I was thinking about in the car on the way in today. I'm really tired. I think I must have some sleeping disorder where I need like 12 hours sleep a day or soemthing. I gave my parents a lift to a party they were going to - partying on a school night aswell! And they called to get picked up again around 1.30pm. Well it did mean that I found out that Mark Harmon is in Chicago Hope and he still looks yummy. For those of you who don't know who Mark Harmon is, he's in Worth Winning - one of my fave films where he as to get engaged to 3 women for a bet. He was also in an episode of Moonlighting, where he played a guy who was an astranaut (I can't spell it) who used to go out with Maddy Hayes, so David Addison did his best to get rid of him in a drunken stupour. I guess you had to be there.

And I did get to see Jerry Springer talking to lots of couples in which the wife had cheated, generally with another woman. This left me with narley though at night of why women would want to sleep with women who looked like men if they didn't want to be with their husbands. But hey why not?

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