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Lost and Found

Rated- PG13 (there might be some NC17 parts posted separately)

Spoilers- Buffy: Chosen, Angel: Soul Purpose

Summary- I’m fixing everything Joss messed up. How? With a spell, a ghost, some visions, an awakening, and a revised prophecy. Still don't know what this is about? Well, then read it and find out. B/S, A/X, A/C, D/C, and maybe F/W (that’s Faith and Wes. What do you think?)

Disclaimer- I don’t own Buffy or Angel. If I did I wouldn’t have to write this story

***Remember that Spike still thinks Lindsey is Doyle. Also, the game Spike is plays is Final Fantasy VIII if anyone is curious.

Chapter 5- Those Damned PTBs

Lindsey McDonald wasn’t an evil man. He didn’t wholly support the dark side. He wasn’t all ra-ra for hell on earth, as some of his former Wolfram and Hart colleagues had been. It was just that he looked out for number one. He disregarded everyone else, and didn’t give a damn how they were effected as long as he got what he wanted. The little civilian on the street was so far away. If the person died so what? One life out in the massive crowd would never touch his.

Until now.

The visions weren’t letting up. He ignored them as best he could. The television was the best aid. But it was a pathetic attempt at blocking out the mind-blowing images. No, not just images. There were sounds as well. And feelings. Oh, God, the feelings!

It was all too real. All too close. He wasn’t in his apartment when the visions hit. He was right there beside the victim. Almost a part of them.

It had been so easy before. He had been able to set himself aside from the rest of the world. Now it was impossible.

Eventually he couldn’t take the TV anymore. He sat in his gray recliner, still, merging in with the shadows.

He felt like crying. But he didn’t.

The small child’s scream echoed in his ears. The demon was eating him alive. Piece by piece. The parents had already been taken care of.

Lindsey wasn’t aware of it, but his voice joined that of the boy’s.

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“Bloody hell!” Spike exclaimed.

He pushed the buttons furiously as he watched the television screen. A giant bird streamed out electricity on the enemy.

“Not death again! She already killed the Irvine bloke off. Knew I should have used Carbuncle.”

Furious pounding came from the door. Spike paid no attention and continued his game. The pounding grew even more commanding. He threw down the green Playstation controller out of frustration as the Game Over appeared.

The bleached-blonde vampire got to his feet. “All right, all right, keep your knickers on.” He went over to the door and yanked it open. “Doyle, fancy seein you here. Come for a beer? Some poker? A smoke?”

His visitor simply stared. He looked like shit. His eyes were blood-shot, and it seemed as if he might fall over any second.

“Guess not then,” Spike muttered. He nodded. “So, it’s a vision again is it? I’ll get my coat.”

Spike retreated back into his apartment. He quickly shut off his Playstation and grabbed his duster. He donned the worn leather as if it were a second skin. He was never completely whole without it.

Spike stepped out. “Where am I off to?”

“Follow me,” Doyle stated. It was said weakly, as if it took a lot out of him to get it out.

The vampire thought about objecting. Doyle was in no condition to go on an excursion. But he wasn‘t his keeper. Let the guy make his own decisions.

“Right then. You’re the leader.”

The seer led him through town. Spike noticed that he kept his eyes straight ahead, hardly noticing anything around him. He wondered why the powers would pick a regular guy like this to carry such a burden. Surely there was someone stronger for the job. Not that he was volunteering or anything. He had had his fill of headaches.

Spike recognized the surroundings enter the poorer side of town. Not the ghetto exactly, but not Beverly Hills.

Suddenly Doyle halted with a holler. He supported himself against a nearby building. His gaze roamed to the sky above.

“I’m going! You win, all right! I heard you the first time, I don’t need a repeat!”

Spike narrowed his eyes, peering at this man that called himself Doyle. He was beginning to grow concerned about his guide’s sanity. Doyle was one step away from falling to pieces.

After a moment, Doyle continued on. His pace was detectably slower, though. They finally made it to their destination, which happened to be a small one-story house. It was white, and packed between two identical dwellings. The front door was partially open.

Spike’s nostrils flared. Blood.

“This is it,” Doyle got out. He breathed in deeply.

“I’ll check it out,” Spike told his companion.

He expected a response, but got none. Doyle was accepting. Spike nodded and proceeded solely.

Spike’s senses perked. The stench of blood pulled at his demon. It was strong. He entered the home, hoping for better, expecting the worse. Which he got.

Red painted the ceiling, walls, and floor. Parts scattered here-and-there. There was no movement. No heartbeats. Nothing at all.

Spike turned away quickly. He had seen many things in his unlife. Deaths made up a majority of them. He was used to the scenes. Didn’t mean he didn’t care. Just meant it didn’t shock him.

He made his way back to Doyle, who was leaning against a tree.

“They’re dead, huh?” Doyle questioned, already knowing the answer.

“Been that way for awhile now,” Spike answered. He reached into his pocket for a cigarette. He had been cutting back, but the call for nicotine was strong. He had seen the mangled arm, too small to be an adult. There had been a bleeding kid in that house.

“Waited too long,” Doyle murmured.

“Yeah, well . . .” Spike began, but then didn’t really know what he wanted to say. He stared at his burning cigarette. He sighed and stomped it out. It wasn’t as appealing after a second thought.

“I need help,” Doyle said. His voice was steady, stronger, more certain.

“Look here, I’d love to take away your nasty buggering mind jumblies, but I’m not an expert in those things. I know of this shaman if you don’t mind venturin to Africa.”

A choked laugh escaped Doyle. He flexed his right hand, transfixed by the movement. Then he raised his head, his eyes clearer than Spike had ever seen them.

“Take me to Wolfram and Hart.”

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Sorry for the wait. I’m kinda having trouble focusing on writing. My brain is a jumbled mess


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