Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Since you've been gone --> Kelly Clarkson
-X- HAPPY NEW YEAR -X-
I hope everyone had a good new year, mine was okay . . I mean I stayed home because NO one called me to go anywhere and everyone I called wasn't there so I got stuck with my mom and ex. How fun was that! yep-e, just playing! Anyways, it's a new year and time for new friends, new life, and a fresh start! I'm really ready for it. I've got LOTS of things to do in so little time. I just want to thank everyone whose ever done something for me, it really means alot to me. If u need anything, I'm here for you.

-X- New Year's Resolution -X-
Stop pretending to be someone I'm not!

Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: get back --> Ludacris
How's it goin'? LOL Im not really happy but I'm in a "goot" mood! I hung out with Chad (my cousin) today, that was awesome, because hes soo funny! He was tryin to holla at the fat lady pumpin gas, LMAO and I was tryin to drive, I thought I was gonna die! "Too much booty in tha pants" HA HA HA! If it wasn't for my family I would already have died! My friends don't really talk to me unless I call them otherwise they are with other people or busy or WHATEVER, but ya know its life! Well Its time to loose that weight! I'm gonna be skinny by my senior year, even if it takes me workin out EVERYDAY and eatin hardly nothing! For New Years.....im not doing ANYTHING because I dont have a party to go to, no one got back to me, and the rest of my friends are with other friends partyin...so I guess I'm stuck at home w/ my mom because my dad goes to FL. tomorrow! Shes gonna have Mudslides and Im gonna try to get her "Censor" on the beach! Its strong too.... Hope you have fun tomorrow! Love ya bunches . . . nite!My Song

Mood:  down
Now Playing: Numbencore ---> Jay-Z & Linkin Park
I really miss just hanging out with the OLD crew! This growing up and separating jus isnt my thing! I mean yes I might forget your birthday but I'll never forget the times we've had together! For some that dont know what Im talking about . . . these are the "old crew" people..Steph, Adam, Chad, Katie, Ashlee, Nikki, Heather V, Heather K, Tank, Brandon V, Gregg, Brandon C, Lauren, TJ, and Me! See we all used to hang out and be friends, we BARELY had fight until we began dating each other and then fights broke out, friendships torn apart, drugs brought it and tore up family, and it just fell apart. Rumors spread and we believed them, when everything was normal again and no fights where there, there was no one to hang out with and all the fun disappeared. In the end, friendships were ruined for a rumor that wasnt true to begin with. When I tried restoring a friendship with a old friend, all I could remember was the past and they could only think about the future, it didnt make it past more than a year and they slowly stopped talking. I love you guys, if your reading! I'll always be here for you and I'll never let yawl go! If u EVER need me, Im ALWAYS here for ya!

Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: Fade Away --> Seether
Today I had a pretty good time. I woke up at 12:15 and took a shower . . . YES (so refreshing). After that me and my mom went to Mooresville to get her a bra and we never did, lol! We went to Rosses, Super-Target, Lienins and Things, and Goodies. It was the only day we didn't argue about stupid stuff, YAH! After that my feeling inside were pretty DOWN because we had to go to Wal-Mart and I rode by my ex's house and he was at home and it was pretty sad, but I'll more than likely get over it.

Have you ever wanted to re-live your past and change ONE SINGLE THING to see what the outcome of the future would be?