Life is a trip sometimes that is why every individual's journey through a lifetime is unique.  As we explore mind states and states of mind we will discover the confusion caused by discomfort, misunderstandings, or just out right confusion could lead to eruption.  As I explore my current state of mind I recognize confusion as my leading ailment.  Confussed about, career decisions, personal relationships, and life in general.  So where does this lead to? The path of my none destined journey in life leads to the realization that I have yet to realize my purpose in this life.