well yall its been a wile,! and no im not going to be talking about tia, but jens my friend waaa na naaaa. lol anyways life still sucks as usually here in my airy! i mean damn! lol well work is still fun though gotta love McDonalds! lol hell yeah! friends rule! guns suck.... and i love the internet muahhhaaaaa lol anyways love yall russ

Mood:  down
well yall im really tore up. Tia broke up with me sunday... weve been arguing more then we should have been and i dont think she could handle it. it sucks. yeah and everyones saying i was making out with another girl. Julie Irby hear that name and be afraid be very afraid. i dont know what to do really i miss her so much. her parents dont like me. i dont know what i did to them but they totally dont trust me or anything. i wish i knew what to do to make them like me again. i dont know i miss her so much i havent slept very much and i cant eat. but yet i can trow-up. i dont know i miss her someone help me.

a little story
here's one for the books,

about a year ago i met someone,
someone very special i just didn't know it yet,
i thought she was cool and all, yes even hot,
for a wile i thought man shes cool and i wondered more about her like is she single? who are her good friends and such, i told one person about the thoughts i had, Jonathan Terry he told me not to think to much of it, of course i did have a girlfriend at the time, but even after we broke up i still thought about this girl. Jonathan told me to be careful don't get into something i couldn't handle. Well he was dating who is now his feionse. well about a year goes by still i see her at school and think maybe one day i will just get up and go talk to her. But everyday i don't... i just see her and walk on by. until i met Jennifer she was a nice girl, often too nice, but shes a different story all together, i started hanging out with her and her friends, and one of those friends just happened to be that girl that i met about a year before. so finally i started talking to her, ended up really liking this girl so one day, February the 1st 2005. and 1:15 pm i pulled back into the school from eating out for lunch with a rose, went up to this girl and said "Tia, i give you this rose only if you will go out with me, but if you say no, i will eat it right here" of course she said yes! i was a happy person. Jonathan told me to be careful, but of course he was not thinking right. he was stuck up his girlfired...i think ill get back to my story now... anyways me and Tia started dating, officially but not officially..... then i met her family, there real nice, time went by and on her 16th birthday her parents finally said yes i could start dating there daughter. i was really happy! i now work with her mommy at McDonald's and yes Tia works there too now! I'm happy again. everyday i want to tell her how much she means to me. and how I'm so glad that she cares for me too. and that there is not a single moment that goes by that i don't think of her. She wrote me a farewell in the schools newspaper and i still have it in my room along with all the letters she ever wrote me. and in my wallet i have pictures of her and the card from the carnation she sent me from school. Even to this very day she has been able to make me smile. one of my friends past away today, well he killed himself by hanging himself with a belt. but i went and saw Tia and she made me smile, i was crying on my way there still. as soon as i heard the news i started crying and didn't stop until i got to Tia's house. we ate dinner and started watching a movie. and thru the whole thing she did the smallest yet most unforgettable things. like smile and the occasional kiss. and rubbing my arms and hands, and those little hugs just made me feel so safe. So safe that nothing could get me down. i smiled for the first time after hearing about my friend. and that smiled stayed with me even after i left her house. those little things gave me the most wonderful feelings. i don't know if she knows it or not but she makes me feel like i am king of the world. i truthfully don't know what i would do without her by my side. i love her. i love her.



Russell W. Davis

ok ok i know i left parts out but thats the jiff of it

yeah so im trying to write in this thing more and more... just to see if ppl really read this..... if ya do, post a comment to this.... lol well its wensday night, ahh i had a day off from work YAY, i went shopping, for fishing stuff! lol and i went fishing with Lillie and her mommy! i love them, there so cool! anyways i also went to jonathans! yay he got a tattoo, one that i drew for him, and i designed another one for him today! lol, yeah the new ones going to be for his mom, my she rest in peace. well wile i was up there shooting off fireworks in a thunderstorm my farm got flooded, tore away 2 bridges... and flooded our new building! havent seen it yet but its gotta be bad! yeah and it missed the garden like split around it all together! cool! well yes yall i did go see my girlfriend tonight! she got a job! where i work and her mom works! im happy! and she told me something tonight that will not be said! lol but lets just say it made me verrrrrrry happy i love her so much! i really do.

today...
Well, today started out crazy! lol i got up at 6 im the morning! just to go to work lol. well breakfast is fun to cook lol. anyways after work i went to tias house... big supprise i know! lol anyways i got a phone call about an hr after i got there.... my brother needed the car i was driving... ok whatever right, well i came home, joey (my brother) started cussing and yellin at me over a cd of his he was missing! great, i felt bad so i got in my dads truck to leave right, well he started cussin me out over that too saying i cant drive it! MY DADS TRUCK! well me, yeah i left in it, come to find out that the truck is messed up, yeah im feeling pretty crappy about this time! i hate getting cussed out and not being about to do anything about it! and not having a car is not fun, anyways back to the truck, the truck about died on me a few times and i had to go back to the house, before i could even get to my girlfriends! well i get home and my brother is yelling still! and he starts smoking a cig in our driveway and my dad calmly tells him to put it out and hes like NO! well dad told him to leave, and to make a longer story shorter, he left! well i finally got a car from my grandparents! YAY gotta love em! anyways by now i feel TERRABLE!!! and i go back to Tias right, well well her dad wasnt in a good mood so he was fussin about just about everything, but even with that, somehow, Tia still made me happy! just being there with her and holding her in my arms made me feel worth something, i felt loved! alot of love! and guess what? i left with a smile! lol and well she just makes me smile, i love her so much! oh yeah guess what else yall... most of ya wont believe it but, her rents fell asleep upstairs right, well we were in the basement watching TV and i still left on time tonight! can you believe it! i left on time when i could have gotten by with leaving later lol probably i dont know! lol i wasnt going to take that chance! well im done yall have a goodnight love ya! RUSS

.......TIA........
Mood:  special
I LOVE HER!!! i really do, ok yall i know ive said that before dont start lol... well i just got home from Tias house. its so wonderful, just being with her! yeah all we did was just sit around and watch tv, but yeah oh yeah we did go walk around the block a few times, i love it, just walking and holding hands :) with the acational hug and kiss. ahhh that kiss....... its like having a thousand reeses cups and a million "orange push up milkshakes" both at once! i loooove it. i dont know how many of yall are actually in love but i have to say it feels wonderful! i love her family too! i work with her mom at mcdonalds its fun lol ive always liked working in fast food lol but back to my girlfriend. Tia Nicole Thompson! yeah i know even a beautiful name! she really is the sweetest and most wonderful and i have to admit..... the MOST beautiful girl i have ever had the pleasure to meet, and ive very glad i did. i found out that she would have dated me LAST YEAR if i had said something.... last year, at rockafest... last freaken year, but i reackon its all gravy cause i have her now! Tomrrow we're going to the movies! something we use to do every weekend, but then it kinda stoped lol. anyways. i love my baby. just sitin' on her couch watching whatever is on tv holding her in my arms, it just feels so right, i cant belive it, the once "male whore" has actually setteld down alot!!!! i dont even care if i get to kiss her just as long as we are together i am happy! shes just so wonderful. i love her.

Hey yall i know i havent been doing this in a wile, i havent had the time really. but i do have good news i got a job today at mcdonalds on renfro st!!!! right near the school!!! and i have been dating my wonderful girlfriend for 4 mounths now!!!!!!!!! i love her soooo much.

its been a wile.... sorry for not writing.... whoever actually reads this.... anyways....i have a job now! YAY!!!!!! yes i flip burgers lol on 52 across from the mall ;) lol and well yall i think i like Sammantha... gasp i know its odd lol shes cool though... theres something about her that...well makes me happy! ever since i met her i haven't stoped smiling even at work... i closed tonight and everyone was all grumpy but me! lol one of the managers asked me how i did it.... how i stayed happy? i was like well i have a lot to live for.. then laughed... then i told her about Sammantha... well part of the story... yall know what i mean lol anyways she laughed and thats about it on that story lol ttyl byebye

dont know
ok hes the scoop...

PROM SUCKS IT ALL!!!!! thats it, dont go, dont rent a tux, dont buy dinner, dont buy pictures, and dont buy the damn keychain! thats its. Prom SUX! all this time i was like yay aight gotta go to prom! but no, getting there, and when your date ditches ya and hangs all over some other guy, no it sucks, i dont care what anyone says i wasn't worth the whole 258 dollars i spent on it all! If you go, make sure you and your date like each other, i have friend who GOT DUMPED AT PROM!!!!!!!! and another one who got dumped the day after! dude im telling ya it sucks

..... school prom.......
Got some good news yall.... I AM GOING TO PROM... now all i need is a date! lol anyone got any sugesstions??? come one people! i know someone out there will give me a suggestion!!

oh yeah SATURDAY ROCKED!!!!!!!!!! MORTUFAIRY RULES!!! thanks for everything yall