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If I Could Hold You Now...

...things would be so much better.

Ever since I met Missy, I knew she was someone special. Very, very special. Smart, funny, and beautiful, three qualities that she, along with many other women, possesses. However, there is something more to Missy. Not only is she beautiful, smart, and funny, she is unique and whole. She is her own person. Definately not a follower. When she does something, she does it right. For example, when she writes a paper, she might wait til the last night to do it. However, instead of writing a bad paper to save time, she will stay up all night writing the best paper she can. She will not settle for anything less than perfect. That is what I love most about her. She is a unique, independant individual who settles for nothing but the best.


I always knew she meant alot to me. But the past two months, seeing her with someone else, has made me see how much she really means to me. Since June 19, there have been maybe two nights I haven't laid in bed at night and cried. She always told me, "No one could ever take your place." But Patrick has clearly taken my place in her life. I guess she didn't really mean it when she told me that. It slows me down, whatever I'm doing, when I think about it. And Missy is always on my mind. Not a minute goes by that I don't think about her. She is the perfect girl for me, I cannot believe I lost it.

Songs

Mariah Carey - "We Belong Together"