December 4, 2002
10:22 p.m.
wow....my first entry! Yessssssss! Happy Birthday Timbro...i love ya man! hehe! 2morrow is our 3 month aniversary....yay, its our first milestone! Charlimus, i love you so0o0o0o0o much, that now you are a part of me. you are molded into my heart and will never leave it, i love you more than life itself!!! your the best guy a girl could have and i got lucky! no matter what happens in the future know that i love you and support everyhing you do! Dream Of Me always and forever!
December 7, 2002
12:55 p.m.
o man last night was so great, to bad i had to go, i never want to leave you charlie, ever! life is good. Tom is such a bastard, hitting on me when he damn well knows that i'm goin out with charlie! i hate him!!!! i'm like gonna start a hate campain agianst him! Damn tom! It looks like today is gonna be a charlie less day :(!!!!! *sniff* The woods tree lighting tonight...yesss i can't wait! Me and abby are gonna go and watch the tree get lit, lolz. i'll be off to ridgewood to shop! yay! Charistmas presents! i have no clue what to get anybody! on well it will be fun ne wayz!
December 8, 2002
3:59 p.m.
yess penguin stuff came in yesterday about wooty! 
hehehe i'm so happy, it sux though i can't go to charlies house and tha fight last night i was like playin around and Charlie got really mad! Then that made me really mad and it wasn't a very good night lets put it that way, everything is all bttr cept the fact that i'm not with him rite now :(..... i'm gonna start workin out agian like i did last year, i'm so excited!!! I'm so ready for this.....me and abby wen't downtown 2day and she saw some hott guy she thought he was hott i didn't and then we went to subway for lunch and the guy was in there and he left HAHAHA!!! I guess Abbys starin scared him away lolz! Abby can really piss me off sometimes when she says stuff about me and my family, like last night she said my dads food looked like dog food! it didn't though! he was so pissed off! Then she fell off the chair and that was hillarious, she did it 2 times! HAHAHA! But seriously.......I'm Sorry Charlie!!!!!! I Love You!!!!
December 10, 2002
6:10 p.m.
o wow what a day! Did it even happen? Thats what i feel like rite now, that this day great as it was, didn't happen at all! It was like i was in a different world just me and charlie. I forgot about all problems and my cold and was just happy and i felt like........woah! Its so hard to describe, but it seemed as though i wasn't where i was i was somewhere else with charlie and just him. i knew where i was but it was like different, like i wasn't there and i mus have just sayed the smae thing about 20 million times but thats how it all felt. i guees thats what it feels like to be "in love" and really in love, that just bieng with some one bakes your day brightera and because that one day was brighter it makes your week brighter, and every day that pesron makes it a good day so then u end up having good months and good years, and best of all good memories never to be forgotten! like the night at the skyline where i first said to him that i loved him, and that night when we were at my place outside till one in the morning and that morning was when he first told me he loved me and we had our first kiss, those are the memories i want to keep not the bullshit ones like the fight we got in or that one bad day! i know this is like musshy but hey its how i feel so leave me alobne lolz j/k! i didn't get to update yesterday cause i was sick and nothing happend so i was just like forget it! but i feel a little better today and am so0o0o0o happy! I love my charlie!
