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<12:58 AM>
Yes please let the summer drag on. Besides hanging out and playing guitar there's nothing to do. Neverwinter Nights is finally coming out this week and I might pick that up it looks really good. Oi last nights show was great. Enzo's band really kicked ass. And a wow goes to that girl with those jiggling boobs!
<11:01 PM>
Uhhh this summer has come to a screeching hault. The past days have dragged on like they weren't going to end. O well. Today was alright. I went to Tim's and we went to guitar center. I found the most amazing guitar ever. I wish I could marry it or better yet buy it, thing is it's only a thousand bucks! Oink. Afterwards we went back to his house and played some basketball. Then we went to TacoBell(again) and I went home. Blah Blah BLah Blah Blah!
<12:16 PM>
Well I just thought of this a minute ago so I guess I'll follow through. This little tid-bit is well what I think I'm like.
My name is Charles but I prefer to be called Charlie. I'm 16 and I live in New Jersey. I'm now a senior in highschool. I'm on my computer a lot and I also hang out with my friends a lot. I have a lot of friends but I have some friends that are just closer. I run all 3 seasons of track. I have no girlfriend but I do have the next best thing.... a guitar.
For my music tastes I listen to a lot of stuff. Ranging from emo to punk to swedish death metal. Some of my favorite bands right now are Midtown, Archenemy, BOC, Saves the Day, and In Flames. I guess you can call me a poser or something because I've only started to listen to these bands about a year ago. I find that some songs are just amazing so I find ways that they fit into my life. Something to do. I'm terrible but some songs are so good I just have to sing along hehe.
Now personality wise. Now this is hard because it's hard to judge yourself correctly. What you are to a person is usually very different as the next person may think of you. I may come off as either a very energetic person or a complete asshole. When I find out that I come off as an asshole I get kinda disatissfied. I don't want to come out like that to somebody... just doesn't seem right. I always try to have a smile on my face when I'm around my friends. I always try to be happy. In fact I was once told by a person that I'm always to happy. Well there's a reason for that. The first one is why not be happy? Sure things may not always be going the way it's planned but there's nothing wrong with trying to just play it off and act like nothing is happening. Another reason is I don't want anybody to see me sad. I don't want anybody to see me sad and therefore give me their pity. That's why during the hard-times of my life I'm usually extra happy. But in my lonesome it's almost unbearable. I get home and I'm like wow somebody just shoot me now. When I'm at home I'm a very different person. There's no need to be happy. I can just sit in front of my computer being dopey and just trying to pass the time.
That leads to another thing. What the hell am I? An outsider, loser, dork, nerd? That one is very hard to define. I'm not really an outsider because I have a lot of friends and I'm not really left out. A loser sometimes but rarely. A dork definetly not. A nerd well no. I'm just me I guess. But my group of friends is called the nerd herd. We made that up ourselves. Reason being because we really suck in one way or another. A major way is because of the ever growing "girl" problem. We either offend them get ignored or just get the let's be friends quote that we hate so much. That and the your so sweet but no and your loser flag suddenly springs up even higher. I hate that with ever so much passion. Being called such a nice guy but only remaining friends. That just sucks.
We can also be viewed as different because of our tastes. We all despise rap and listen to punk and death metal. We dress like it and act as obnoxious as we can sometimes because it's fun. Fun making other people annoyed hehe. Gah well I just realized how long this is so I'll finish it at another time!
<1:04 PM>
Well during the past few days I've been stuck here in my room being broed. It sucks to be bored. On top of that I'm hungry errrr. Hey at least I'm getting better at the guitar. My fingers are starting to hurt though. Yep well I'm going to go eat now....
<12:32 PM>
Well today is a new day. And I already lost my guitar pick =-\. Just got off the phone with Mike and Tim. Now that was a long convo we were talking for like 2 hours. Pretty much about chick problems. Chick problems sucks is all I have to say end of that. O yeah it seems like everone thinks that Avril is hot... well fuck you! hehe. I knew her long before any of my friends did! grrrr. Oi I'm really bored and tired and hungry and kinda lonely. Yep what a day and it has only begun!
<10:24 PM>
Finally back home after a two day hiatus. Yesterday I went to Enzo's house to hang out and to sleep over and to go to their show that was today. Good times were ahead of us just doing the normal shit we always do. Oink we got GTA3 and that kept us up for hours well the rest of the day. I fell asleep at 4:30 in the morning and woke up at 7 something. We then went to the Harriet and I fell asleep there too. I kept on coming and going so it was surreal to a point. Chris came over and well I don't know really what happened. I fell asleep and what a weird dream. I dreamnt that we were in my living room(me chris enzo and for some weird reason Sarah Long). Weird was all I got out of it. Heh. After that we tried to get things going so we could finally get to Edison. Problems arose. We needed two cars to move us and the gear. That took awhile and even longer for everyone to show. Finally got through that and made it to Edison. To bad it was semi-cancelled. Only Autumn St. and From Start to Finish played. After that we just hung around. Haha Chris tried to mack it to this chick and got slapped! After that I left with Chuck(thanks for the ride=)). Got stuck at Mike's house then finally got home. They're probably still in Edison right now.....
<12:50 AM>
Another page comes to a close and I'll be starting a new. This page has enough entries so I'm going to have to make another one which means a clean slate. I'm going to try to make it better with more links and stuff. On to today. Boring... went to them all... came home... here right now....
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