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to welcomeall who visit my page today, tomorrow and forever. I hope you enjoy your stay and come back often. I hope that each of you is touched in some way and that your life
is richly blessed and that u make a positive difference in someones life based on anything u may read here. Member Since: Last Year Sometime Ms Ajai 100% Female Single 4 Now 100% Heterosexual Do U Feel Me? From:North Carolina Race:Black 29 yrs old (30 real soon) No Kids No Money/Job/And No Time 4 Your Bull**** *lol |
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Thanks for coming ....
*music plays in background.. ...you got it bad when you miss a day without your friend and your whole lifes off track ...you know you got it bad when you`re stuck in the house and you dont wanna have fun cause all you think about ....you got it bad when you`re out with someone but you keep on thinking `bout someone else"
I`m so glad you made it baby (*hug) ....the weather here is great... and now that you`re here it`s gonna be a whole lot better. Just look around this is the perfect place for us to get to know each other better. Hmmmm..where should we start.... we could take a walk on the beach and maybe sit and talk about our hopes and dreams and goals I have been waiting so long for you.. I sit around dreaming of us flying away and you proposing to me on the Eiffel Tower and strolling through
the village`s there holding handsMaybe we can go to a local cafe for lunch and we can talk about us... about how we have both matured and we are both now ready to settle down and discover real love together. You can tell me how tired you are of the games and the girl`s who want you for your looks, your money, your bedroom skills...and now you want someone who wants you for the complete package... the real you... run your bath water and give you a bath... make sure you have a hot meal for breakfast and dinner and lunch if its like that... someone who makes sure you`re satisfied first...
someone who doesn`t always have their hand out for "your" dough but has their own thing going on.. someone who your friends actually like... someone who you think about in the middle of the day... someone who when you say you`re going to play ball with your boys says "dunk one for me boo".. instead of "yeah right"... someone who will be a good mother/role model to your kids(present or future)..
someone who actually caresabout your kids..not just tolerates them...a good wife... someone you actually want to be around.. who makes you laugh... who makes you daydream... who supports your goals.... asks you how your day was...how you`re feeling... someone who won`t check your phone or pager while you`re in the shower.. someone who your mom, grandmother and
favorite auntie adores (cause you know they know)... someone your whole family hopes you`ll settle down with... someone who will get up at 3 am after some good loving and make you a hella "sammich" *lol ( I know I am making hard for us sisters but just remember what u wont do someone else will). Or maybe we can have a picnic ..and you can lay your head on my chest and tell me how your day was and what your needs are... I can rub your shoulders and your back and tell you it will be ok because I am here now and theres nothing like a strong black woman who supports her strong black man. Or how about going into the city tonight.. and go to this hot spot and listen to some jazz or poetry or maybe dance the night away Maybe we could write something for each other and stand up and testify to the crowd, letting them feel the heat that we feel for each other.. then we can can come back and watch the sunset..and we can hold each
other...maybe I can feed you some cheese and bread with a little wine.. ...ok alot of wine.. and just maybe...just maybe ... if we pray real hard.... you`ll stay forever ... and I won`t wake up..and all this will be real...... Check out my main BlackPlanet Page here: AREALGOODGIRL |
  **Author Unknown** A man comes home from work early to surprise his wife with flowers and candy and finds that she`s already got something planned. The computer is on and there
is note written on it. He sits down in front of the computer and notices his handgun on one side of the computer and on the other side, an empty container of pain pills. He reads the message: "By the time you read this I will already be dead, so don`t get too excited. Don`t bother looking around the house for me either. Of course
I didn`t want my body where my childrenmay see, for they have already seen enough. They have already had to endure far too many years of seeing their mother being tortured by the man they are supposed to look up to. But even though I know I am going to hurt them dearly, I cannot live like this anymore. So, I am taking these pain pills, prescribed for the kind of pain you inflict and I am going somewhere to take a nap. Don`t bother looking for me, just sit there and do something that you haven`t been able to
dofor the last ten years...listen to me. Now that I had to go and kill myself to get your attention, the least you can do is finish reading this letter. I have been writing it over and over in my head for years. Every time that you beat me I had to rewrite it to add to the horror. Besides Ididn`t want you to find me after I died because the thought of you touching me even after death turns my stomach. I refuse to let you touch me again, in life or death.I chose to die because I promised God whenI married you that I would love you for life. And since I am more afraid of him than you, I chose death. I cannot love you anymore so I have to leave this place. As I look around to this house, you know its funny but I can remember the good times that we shared together. Before the babies, before the drinking, do you remember? I do, and it was good back then.
Itwas almost good enough to give me a little hope that we could get back to those times. And they were good times. I guess I have to settle with the fact that no matter what`s going on right now, you once loved me, and even you can`t deny that. I think what hurts more than my ribs that are stinging me right now is the fact that I still love you. (to be continued on page 3)   Page 3 also check out page 2  Page 2 Please stop by my place anytime-back to BlackPlanet  |
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Now for all the people who still believe in love unlike me...make it work...make it last. Don`t sabatoge a good thing before it even gets started. If you love/like someone...TELL THEM. What have you got
to lose. You can`t spend your life worrying about getting hurt again...or waste time with someone you dont even give a damn about. Don`t you deserve better? Not all men are dogs..and not all women are chickenheads. And find ONE person and kick it with that one person. Stop spreading yourself around like jelly. Try abstinance if you cant keep your pants up...I did it for awhile and it wasnt easy but saved me from alot of b.s from the opposite sex.
(Guys never get a big ego...cause we could be faking *lol) If someone is showing u they care about u...let them..and return the love..the ONE may be right there in front of you...Also men be a father to your children...without being forced to be...women let him....and take care of your children regardless if he does or doesnt...its 50/50..you both laid down...so why should you get half his income a month when you arent contributing the same amount...lets be real...its not about you...its about your children..so brothas and sisters..WAKE UP! And to those handling your business..please raise your kids..give them some home training so they don`t snatch my purse in 10
yrs....I hate bad a** kids....they come from dumb a** parents..so if you aren`t ready....don`t have them!I once heard someone say "if a man/woman tells uhe isn`t ready to settle down/commit/get married..they are basically telling u they don`t want to do those things with YOU!"....think about it.  | |
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