The feeling of loneliness is indescribable 

Darkness over comming my body as i lay asleep this night...

the energy is drained; i can no longer fight

one day she'll realize what she is missing out on..

one day she'll realize how much i really cared

days drift in an out.. each becoming more of a blur

i sit back and wonder how much more i can endure

emotional fights have been lost by me for as long as i remember

the flame inside my heard is burning out.. like a dying ember

once upon a time i was happy... once i was content

she's never going to understand.. how much she really meant

i feel like i am dying.. like i cant go on anymore...

i wonder and wonder what i am even living for

the clock ticks to slowly... but at times it ticks to fast..

as i sit by my self and watch the hours pass..

i wish she only loved me.. i wish she understood

i wish she felt the same way.. but i know she never could..

i am unlovable as the come.. no matter what they say

a defection to the human race.. a failure every day..

i am empty inside.. with an oversized heart..

but the people that have come along my path have torn it all apart.

im sick of having my hopes and dreams crushed 

for dreams are all thats left keeping me alive....