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Time and Such
A tiny slice of time
I have been denied
sharing with no one
cept untrue to myself

I looked back and didn't like the trail I left
life was left untrue, I accept, untrue to myself

I am so glad I called but so disturbed by the fact
she is so nonchalant,
Some people don't know when to give up the act
Seldom the life and seldom the lies
Shared not shed
not worth the ice
in the cup

It didn't seem like enough
to shake the feeling of emptiness
nothing seems like enough
when you make me feel as it's not
It can never be enough, yet you will always be enough


By: Joshua Nicholson Kaner31@aol.com


the storm is over, i've been through the worst, my determination is now like thirst, i have to quince it and complete the dream that once was a blur, i see it now my eyes will adjust, its in my reach, i feel u don't touch, it is a vague object, it is blowin a way, what it is, i just cant say, i've been through the battle, i've been through the fight, that's is now gone i goin for my new sight, i've been through it all, now its time to become strong and tall

Written by Vinny, Cromo21@aol.com



All the poems below are written by me, Amy,Shinyshade@aol.com
Resignation
I want to love you
I want you to love me
I need you to feel me
Why do you ignore me?
What's wrong with you?
What's wrong with me?
I don't know anything anymore
You complicate things
Why can't you love me?
Why can't you feel me?
Don't I matter to you?
Why do I try?
I give up
Penitence
I'm sorry I cheat
I'm sorry I lie
I'm sorry I steal
I'm sorry I can't be
The friend you want me to be
I'm sorry I can't share
My secrets with you
I'm sorry if you think
I'm hiding something from you
I'm sorry you're right
I'm sorry I can't live this life
Letting Go
If you could only see inside
To see the part of us that's died
You wouldn't have to wonder why
I hold it back I only cry

I know it's hard letting go
But this is for the best I know
You don't love me, you say you do
But give it time and you'll see it's true

There were too many times of doubt
Too many times I was left without
A shread of hope, a shread of love
I could only pray to above

Letting go is the hardest thing to do
Letting go, I didn't want to hurt you
Letting go, Maybe you will see
Letting go is the best for you and me


Random Quotes and Such


If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first time give things the shape of my will.

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
Your so very special -
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

Lately you're the only song I wanna sing, and you're my reason to try, you just get sweeter everyday, the little things you do and say, if only you could see you through my eyes, you just get better all the time..

My only hope is that I am slowly dying. My only wish is that it would happen sooner...



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