Reflection on "The Finger"


In reflection, I've tried to figure out why someone
would come in and stick there finger in my mouth
in the middle of the night.Pretty funny now that
I think about it. I do snore on a regular basis.



"Skip this next part if you really don't want to know the
ugly details. As a matter of fact you could skip the whole
of this reflection and still know more about me than you
ever want to know."



The one and only thing that seems to stop me stop
snoring is to breath through my mouth. Which
unfortunately I can't keep open. Once I'm asleep I close it,
can't breath, and wake up immediatly. I found that if I
could stick one of my fingers, or a thumb, perferably mine,
in the corner of my mouth. Then, when I fell asleep – my
mouth remained propped open. Hows that for a visual !!!
I recall that I was not using my finger technique
at the time of the incident. I had used it
half the night and had almost bitten half my finger off.
I figured it didn't matter anyway since Jerry was
sleeping in the other room. To hell with it!.
What did it matter if I snored under the circumstances.



I certainly wasn't going to wake up Logan......
he snores as much as I do. I had a gentle rhythmic
snore going when he came in. Why try to stop,
he was just getting something to drink anyway.
In a minute he would be gone. Or so I thought.
If you happen to read any of my previous journals,
then you know that I have come into contact with
some sort of entity on about 5 different occasions.
The benign nature of the visits cause me to think there
is no harmful intent. A friend...a child.......
a benign and friendly spirit from another dimension,
was attracted to me for some reason. But I wonder ...what?
Was my snoring bothering it on its visit to me?
Did it think it was helping out somehow? Maybe it
found comfort resting by me, or thought I had forgot
to put in my usual finger...so it would just
help me out a little. Maybe so I wouldn't wake up, eek.
Maybe I was snoring so loudly, I would wake the dead!
Now that’s bad snoring, when it disturbs the
peace of an entity in another dimension.


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