The Suicide Dream

Well if you know anything about me,
you know i am terrified of death. One night a couple
years ago, I had this dream. I was laying on my
friends couch having a nap and I felt like I was in
between worlds. I was tossing and turning fighting
with something unknown. I felt like something
was taking over my body, just on my left side
though. I felt as if i had some one forcing my body around.

It felt so real, I was dreaming I had
a razor blade in my left hand. As hard as I
tried to fight it seem my left hand was coming closer
and closer to my right wrist. I then realized it
was trying to cut me. I became petrified and
tried to fight it off. But it was going to kill me.
I was shaking and screaming in my sleep. I some how
flipped my body over in some way to protect myself.

About what seemed like forever in the
dream state I woke up with my left hand sprawled of
the couch clinched as if i was holding something
and my right hand buried in the couch. To this day
I don't know what was going on but it felt to real
to be a dream. Maybe it was a bad spirit or just
my imagination. But i know i would never try to hurt
myself due to my fear. I guess i will never know........