When you told me you were leaving
I broke down into tears
You're taking away all that's good
And leaving me alone with my fears
I was worried about the dangerous job
I didn't know if you could deal
With your stress and heart conditions
I didn't want to beleive it was real
Day after day you worked on the rigs
As I lived my life in fear
Struggling for the money you require
To start up your new career
I remember the day I got the call
I was lying in my bed
They asked me if I knew who you were
Then they told me you were dead
I choked on my breath and started to cry
I could not beleive that it was true
Our whole relationship flashed before my eyes
And all I could think of was you
They told me you were not paying attention
As the pressure in the lines increased
By the time you noticed how high it was
There were seconds before you were deceased
The lines pressure grew so high
The lines exploded and fire began
You fought threw the oil like the soldier I knew
But the intense heat was too much for any man
Now the days that I once spent with you
Being so stupid and unaware
Are spent leaving flowers on your grave
To show that I still care
From a child's view by Delainya Hammond
Should I gather my thing's,and wait by the door?
Or is my daddy leaving,alone for the war?
Did I do something wrong?Is he mad at me?
Is this why he had to leave?
Will I see him again?Will he be back?
Did those people mean to make the attack?
Do they know that God love's them,and that he will forgive?
Don't they want to make God happy,
So my daddy can live?
Do a million people have to die,
before they end this selfish life?
Don't they know they can't pretend,
that only God knows the end?
And when he come's won't it be great?
But for some, will it be too late?>
The halls.. by Jennie
The halls of flesh
Of skin and bone
The rotting corpses lay
The blood and gore
And happiness
Intermingling
The joy of pain
Of loss and rush
Taking over me
The rage I feel
When I do think
Of you and what you’ve done
You’ve left and that
Is what I know
All my memories do keep
Childhood days
Of crying blood
Falling upon my face
And when each tear
Crossed passed my lips
I licked away the pain
Id cover ears
And close my eyes
Whenever you would fight
The screams the shouts
And cries of pain
I never thought would be
The truth so clearly
To me now
I don’t know if I can stay
How can I go
On with this life
If all I think is blood
Blood falling down
Down from the sky
And landing on my clothes
The clothes I wear
The white ones past
Are now blood red with hate
The storm clouds form
And I do know
There’s something deep inside
Fires not yet
had their fill
Of every single death
But I will share
The fire’s greed
By giving it my own
And maybe it will
Die down slightly
Ever slightly when I go
To be wicked by June Macfarlane
oh to be wicked
and not say yes
oh to be dominant
without the stress.
do as i please
be the real me
assert my self
be truly free
put my needs high
on the priority list
and have no regrets
for opportunity missed
but i have a conscience
and maybe thats right,
but , oh to be wicked
and sleep at night
I came down and talked to you the other day
I kept thinking about all the nights
you begged me to stay
It's been almost three years
I can no longer hide the many tears
Everyone says that you're in a
better place all I have left are memories
and pictures of your face
Why didn't I spend more time with you
Why didn't I do the things you wanted to do
Some things I will never understand
And others you will tell me while
holding my hand
I never even got to say goodbye
When I think about that day I can't
help but cry
You looked so peaceful lying there
I wish you didn't have to, but life's not fair
I can't wait to see you again
All I can do is wonder when
I miss you more than words can explain
It hurt me so much to see you in that much pain
There was no way to help
Nothing I could do would ease what you felt
No one could have been stronger
No one could have held on any longer
There are so many things I wanted to say
If only you would've had just one more day
I know you'll always be listening when I talk
You'll be there to help me through life's
little walk I wish I knew why God took
you away from me
We both know that everything he does
is meant to be I know your love shines
down on me through the suns rays
You know that I will love you always
Early Morning
is ushered in with no fanfare
The line that marks the shadows
Silently slides back out again
Till the next time
it is dragged out into the open
Fragments of mist and dew
hanging in the morning trees
Transparent remnants of dreams
that were conjured last night
Night’s monotone spell broken up into
just a few scattered pieces of shadow
that pool in corners